the ultimate decision maker

“A real decision is measured by the fact that you’ve taken a new action. If there’s no action, you haven’t truly decided” – Anthony Robbins

apa yg anda rasa jika seorg rakan anda yg agak rapat, teman makan tengahari sejak matriks,uni n sekompeni, berkata begini kepada anda,

“weh…aku dah nikah pg td..tak plan pun.weekend aritu baru cari cincin n book kadi..”

oh,beberapa hari selepas berita mengejut tersebut, rakan yg sama berkata,

“jom lunch last dgn aku..isnin dpn last day aku kat sini…aku dah tender benti keje since bulan 9…knp nak berhenti?hehe malas la nak keja.korang nak keja seumur hidup ke?tak,kan?so baik benti dr skrg.emm..aku nak bukak bisnes sendiri kot.tp dah kawin ni rs mcm mls la pulak..hehe..aku ingat nak rehat dulu..”

me?
i went like, speechless……………

but all i can say, she’s one of the best decision maker. she’s a type of person who couldnt care less bout other ppl n yet she always succeed….org sume amik mase nak buat kputusan kecik.die amik ms few minutes je kot untuk buat BIG DECISIONS in life!!!

well that reminds me

kisah 1
when we were back in matrix, the SPM results were out and she’s one of the top scorer – 10A1’s if i’m not mistaken. all top scorers were called by MARA for overseas scholarships interview on the nxt day.however, she came to class on the very nxt day and we all go like,”weh…tak gi ke inteview MARA?” coz majority of us were hoping to fly overseas tp mmg takde rezeki.but being her,”hehe takla.mls la…aku nak stay sini” sambil tersenyum…huh!oh btw of cos la die dpt 4 flat 2 sems in a row kan pastu..

kisah 2
during our graduation day in uni.she was one of the first class honour receiver, amongst all the chinesessss.but u know what, she was absent coz she has to attnd course by schlumberger(company die ms tu)…oh n as usual,she cudnt care less..huh

kisah 3
she quits schlumberger(xsmpt hbs probation punn) n joins our company.mind u whoever leave schlumberger n joined our company is consider as rugi besarrrr.but she tak kesah…

kisah 4
we were the scholars.we went for this scholar nye interview utk join this company.and semua classmate kitorg sgt berharap dapat teknikal nye position tapi dia,wp top student engineering ms kat uni, she goes for HR. and NOT engineering and of course she gets the post…

kisah 5
and now dia nak benti after 2 yrs working and she was one of those employee yang mmg rating performance exceed expectation…n kalo die stay mmg blh naik cpt jd manager..

and of coz…
she’s happily married…

n hari ni hampir nak demam sbb dgr cite dia nak benti smlm…tp kan deep down inside,i know that she knows what she’s doing(after all the BIG decisionSSSSSS) and one day her business will be a success…kitorang sume dah plan nak join bisnes die hehe

anyhow, i salute her n i still love her no matter what.knowing her 🙂

haha.i just loveee this entry..sorry to ‘the’ friend…..muah3

;p

p/s: sori la entri ni caca marba.kjp ckp mlayu kjp ckp mat salleh…haha!!layan jer~~

weddings

“You don’t marry somenone you can live with, but you marry the person who you can’t live without”


nikah : 30/11/07
kenduri : 01/12/07

congratulations to my dearest childhood friend, hawa(pic) who’s now a ‘puan’ 🙂 and her husband, redza. semoga bahagia ke akhir hayat.amiiin…

p/s : tahniah juga untuk hanisah dan radzlan yang disatukan pada 01/12/07.kenduri pada keesokan harinya.gambar coming soon.smlm tak sempat bergambar.belah radzlan nye kenduri nanti (08/12) inshaallah sempat posing2 kut! hee;p

weddings and more weddings..alhamdulillah…

🙂

nyanyuk? plz no

huhu

rs sgt bersalah kerana sy tlh emo 2 hari lepas mengenai ketidakjumpaan pengecaj telefon bimbit sy. pagi tadi sy perasan yg sebenarnya pengecaj tersebut berada dlm beg galas sy yg sy bawa hari2 ke ofis.

sy br teringat pd satu pg yg dingin, telefon bimbit sy sudah sgt nyawa2 ikan,maka sy bawa pengecaj ke ofis..kira once in a blue moon laa org putih ckp..tak penah2 bwk pengecaj ke ofis.

rs bersalah kerana sy sebenarnye secara tak langsung menyalahkan bibik yg tlh mengemas2 kwsn plug tersebut.isk, sori makcik ari;(

lupa mane letak brg,lupa mane ltk kunci…oprah kata petanda awal org nyanyuk.hmm

adakah ini petanda sy sudah tua?!??
uwaaa…sy br sehari masuk 25 tawun…bg chan la sket.isk~

p/s : oh,jika anda terfikir, spjg 2 hari ni sy pakai pengecaj telefon bimbit kepunyaan adik sy

lusa ada miting lagi di jb….:) ->bila nk mob btul2 ni huhu

25 it is

Happy birthday to me. Hehe. Finally I’m 20 eh 25(suku abad hokay)…

well i dun feel like celebrating.why?coz i feel the most deserve person on earth for the celebration are my dear parents…

25 years of taking care of me.hard time indeed. i know how i behave those days(n sometimes i still am)

25 years of facing my swing moods

25 years of pampering me with “k.lang nak makan ape hari ni?”

(tears pls stop)

25 years of sending and picking me up from anywhere to anywhere(yeah still)

25 years of being patience all the time all occasions

i wish they read this…

i dun think i’m able to say this in front of em, without a single tears..

having said that, i just wanna say THANK YOU to my beloved parents and I LOVE U SO MUCH!!;)

embarking the journey……
1. i’ll be signed off a set of drawings that’ll be submitted fr our consultant,for us to proceed with construction(wah! laku ke signature?haha;p)
2. just now i’ve just signed up with some investor agent. main saham sorta.well invest some money. for future inshaallah…i’ll appreciate klse later on. the graph and all that ;p

cool facts: i’m now 25. my parents both 50. they were 25 when they have me.conclusion-at my age,i shud already have 3 kids.wow!!

cooler fact: i feel 7 yrs younger.haha!

anyways,happy birthday to me..semoga murah rezeki,panjang umur dan cepat bertemu jodoh.amiiin:)

tata

wajar

yang mana lbh wajar…

1. terlalu percayakan seseorg kemudian diperdaya dan kita ditinggalkan

ATAU

2. terlalu bersyak wasangka dgn seseorg sehingga org itu rimas dan kita ditinggalkan

endingnya ttp sama
sesungguhnya perkataan ‘ditinggalkan’ shj sudah cukup menyakitkan..

mungkinkah puncanya kerana ‘terlalu’….?

*sigh*

heels anyone?

so i received this email fr one of the monday-blues-club member,

“Kausar,
Saya dh beli kasut macam kamu
Flat—–tapi lagi comel coz ade riben2

Saya senyum2 sorang2 masa pakai sbb saya perasan comel
hahahahaha”


almost all my shoes are flat.why?coz its convenient,hassle-free,comfortable and the list goes on..maybe ppl will questioned like,

“ish…wanita korporat(la sgt) kne la pakai heels..baru elegant..”

or

“ko mmg suke kasut cemni eh”

yep.its my nature of work->byk bjln and i have to walk fast(read:very fast).coz sampai ofis lmbt i have 2 diff offices(20minutes walk).then shud there be back to back meetings kat diff office, i dun have time to tayang my heels all the way to the office. let alone the 5″ punye heels.hoho.whatthe.so i opt for flat shoes lah.and guwd for my feet wut…

n plus, i had bad experience of wearing heels…

yeah i only have 2 pairs of heel shoes.dulu ada few lg tp da serikk.sakett.huhu.i only wear ’em utk function yg tak perlu byk bjln<-sure org kate aku ni tak feminin heeee;p

enuff justification…i just love flat shoes.hehe;p

first steel cut ceremony

finally…after one yr delay…huhu…alhamdulillah;)

date : 1 nov 2007 (10am-1130am)
venue : FAB1 MMHE
weather : super hot
attendees : approx 100ppl
prog : speeches,doa slmt,potong besi!!
remarks : coolness

attendees

attendees
heee ;p

heee ;p
beam for our topside

beam for our topside

cool gler mamat ni;p

cool gler mamat ni;p
the bossessssss

the bossessssss
whoa ramainye~ front of our new 'office';)

whoa ramainye~ front of our new ‘office’;)
makan2 ;)

makan2 😉

yea3 i know.boring photos..huhu

well btw my project’s commencement was about the same date as k.sara’s ehee;p share the joy!lalala~

alhamdulillah~~~~

till nxt entry.tata

p.a.r.a.n.o.i.d

she’s in grieve
she told me everything
she made me think
she made me more cautious
she made me feel paranoid

well

i just hate myself when i’m paranoid

huhuhu

-left undecided-

p/s : hope that ‘she’ will recover soon…she’ll find someone better(definitely), inshaallah ;

sedih+gembira

“Semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya…”

hoho

2 perasaanku yang dominan ketika ini:

1. sedih
kerana baru sahaja menkensel satu plan yg sgt BESAR.ya, B.E.S.A.R(at least bg saye la hehe)harapnye bukanlah chance of a lifetime..huhu..hint:a vay-k ;( inshaallah ada rezeki dan masa, akan berjayelah melaksanakan plan seumpama itu huhu

2. gembira
– skrg dh tak stress dah bile jumpe lead eng sbb takyah pning2 pk cmane nak pujuk supaya sy blh amik cuti lame2

– boleh berkhidmat utk bangsa dan negara dgn lebih tenang (keje la!):kne backup incik chinese itu bercuti raye cina.plannye nak amik cuti time miggu raye cine tuh huhu.so kne la jg ofis kat jb…

– duit vay-k itu blh digunakan utk,

a. membeli laptop – i’ve been eyeing for vaio pink kaler tp sgt la mahal.baru2 ni tnmpk dell pun dh kuar laptop warna warni.much cheaper!!ada webcam lagi…lalala~

b. saving la of kos – utk vay-k yg lagi bes..hmpph

– dan sebagainya…saya lebih tenang skrg hehehe

oh, saya meletakkan gembira di no.2 kerana itu adalah perasaan saya skrg…wieee~~

thank u Allah..!

wslm