“hey come on.try me..—oh…like honestly?—ok, i cant take this…*sad*”

they say…”honesty is the best policy”
they say…”tell the truth tho it hurts”
like all the time

i say… “be strong..”
i say… “redha jer…ada hikmah di sebaliknya…”
i say… “i understand how u feel..”
like all the time

but when it comes to accepting the truth, it can be really hurts. it hurt so bad that u dun realize that the person is being honest with u, which is a good thing…

but when it happens a few times then u cant take it anymore.tho u know that all are done.n cant be undone.stupid as it is, u want to turn back time so that u wont know the truth.but the truth kept on bugging u.like nobody cares.

when they confess, i mean the hurt-truth-not-the-oh-i-wanttoknow-truth, u’ll go like, “why la u tell me.kan better if u didnt tell me at the first place then i wont bother etcetc..”..then u’ll feel down the drain n upset n isk isk *nangis*

but…hey, theres no buts…

helloww…they’re telling u the truth and the fact that they’re being honest, u cant blame them..uwaaa that makes it even more complicated.coz.u can no longer blame the person.they’re being honest what?!

but it hurts.still.

more and more confessions.hate it but hav to face it somehow.well,its good to have someone honest around.u wont feel cheated.at least.yea,thats a strong justification.u wont feel cheated.yes.

but it hurts.still.

this is not going anywhere…i just hope that truththathurts doesnt exist.well tell u what,it does.hey,i just hope la.huhuh

can honesty affect such relationship.be it siblings,friends.i mean, really?

stop typing,kausar!

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chop!!!!!
not that i hav one…………yet!
erm well……..before i have one for 2008, few questions pop in my mind.hmm…

1. hav i achieved my every yr’s resolution(s)? err… 2007 in specific?
2. do i really striving for my azam(s) every yr?
3. in average, how many azam(s) do i have every 1st january?
4. how long does the azam list stays in my mind?the first one mth?or the first one week only?

haha!so now i’m being unfair to ma self for making another list of azam ;p
sumtimes ppl use the “ala..azam thn ni adalah menunaikan azam thn lps yg tak tercapai..” phrase…duh~~

in a way, its a gud thing tht u dun bother bout being frustrated of not achieving what u planned last yr n planning(again) to achieve it this comin yr he he…so just tepuk dada tny selera..just make the azam realistic and rationale….

idea!!!when i have the azam(s), i’m gonna write it like so big and put it in my room, or wardrobe or my workstation.heh.but if it is too personal then i can put it in a diary or sumthin…so that it’ll be like a reminder, tht i hav to achieve those by 31st dec 2008.wow!tht sounds like a resolution itself!! ;p

(does it really obvious tht i didnt achieve my resolutions all these yrs..huhu)

well anyway to hav or not to hav thts ur own prerogative.just live life.hope for the best.and may 2008 be a better yr inshaAllah….

semalam dlm komuter, tercuridengar perbualan 2 jejaka around 20’s…

(note:this a guy is wearing earphone while talking ifyouknowwhatimean)
a : …ntahla aku rs die mcm sweet..
b : kire mcm ur type la eh
a : die suke wat lawak n aku ok la dgn die
b : waa…mesti bestkan…ko nye first crush lak tu..
a : hehe…
b : eh chop,die ni yg ko ckp kt aku dulu ko suke kan.ala ade skali tu
a : bile?takdelah..itu cume jenaka semata2…ni yg lain kot
b : iye budak ni lah yg ko mksdkan.kan? eh,ko gtau kat aku sorang je kan hehe
a : a’ah aku tak heboh2 psl ni..

like helllooowww? diorg bedua borak punya la kuat smpi the whole gerabak tu mcm pdg2 each other.klaka sgt…n now i’m telling the whole world bout ur crush on this girl..
tp siyesly, tu adalah kali pertama sy dgr pbualan mngenai confession seorg lelaki kpd rakan lelakinye yg die minat this bdk pempuan.so….different ;p

moral of stori : dlm knderaan awam elokla tone down suara.even bckp dlm phone.kang tak pasal2 terbuka pekung anda/rakan anda…he he…org dlm tren/bus ni bkn ade benda sgt nk wat.jgn slhkan org jg tepi kain kita kalau kita tak jg kain kita..ngeee~

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