working life

tired.office politics.ppl blaming each other.shouting and screaming.talking behind their** back.

yeah.talking like nobody cares.i mean me.at first i was in the picture.i admit.blame blame n blame.now im tired.all i know i do my job.i just want to get things done.ppl are chasing the dateline.chasing for the 1st gas.thats just the way things goes.ya Allah pls help me..

yes i hope i wont make other ppl’s life miserable inshaallah..

**theirppl dont do their job properly n stacking other ppl probs.ppl who delegate their own worksss to some other ppl yang tak reti pun wat keje…

rambling.i know.lalalala~

p/s:internal skill gap assessment is just around the corner.hugeee gap to expect ;p

“la yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus’aha—“

this is just a beginning

semalam…

collage11

kesan drp itu….

hari ni..
BN tidak memperolehi majoriti 2/3
malaysia terbahagi kepada 2
5 buah negeri menjadi milik pembangkang
rombakan menteri kabinet

berita kata..
rekod plg buruk bg BN sejak 1969
ini adalah undi tidak percaya rakyat thdp pucuk pimpinan
generasi baru mahukan pembaharuan
pemimpin sewajarnya menganalisa ketidakpuasan hati rakyat untuk meraih kmbali kpcyaan

pemimpin2 kata..
PM sewajarnya bertanggungjwb di ats kekalahan ini sptmana beliau btggjwb di ats kmngn 2004
undi tdk smestinye mgbrkn sokongn rakyat thpd pbgkg,tetapi sbaliknya menafikan BN
ini adalah harapan baru Malaysia
majoriti 2/3 tidak diperlukan utk menaikkan harga minyak/brg/etc (this is interesting)

saya kata..
oh menarik sungguh pilihan raya kali ini
menarik kenapa?byk kejutan…allahuakbar
tapi ini bukan semata2 kejayaan
jangan terlalu gembira
anggap ini satu cabaran
kemenangan ini adalah kepercayaan rakyat thadap anda
tunaikan janji2 anda
jgn kecewakan penyokong anda
this is only a beginning
4 tahun yang menarik inshaAllah….

p/s:kedah di bwh pimpinan pas akan ditadbir dbawah ptadbiran Islam….alhamdulillah:) DAP tadbir penang and perak?something to think about.hmm.stay united ppl!!!

lets brag, peeps!

its february.again.why i hate february?coz its bragging time.ow, in other words it is called the performance appraisal fever.the whole company is feeling the temp rising.its time to brag bout ur contributionssss to the organization.if not, u’ll be left behind.ur effort will not be acknowledged.but basically, its all about ur write up, how u brag.how u come out with bombastic berani mati punya ayat.anyways, the system has improved am not sure to a betterment or viceversa.u hav to ‘brag’ in less than 100words kinda thing.some ppl find the system quite unfair as some jobscope require loads of evidence to secure better rating.dunno.every cycle i wish for better rate.just hope for the best.

ow one more system called leadership behaviour feedback system.i personally admire whoever initiate this system.the beauty of this system is that u can see how ppl think bout you.regardless.tho i love this new system implemented, i still so malas to assess other ppl.or even assess maself.coz hav to brag again la.ha ha..

i just hope i can skip feb and proceed to sept if u know what i mean ;p

oh its 1017pm and my immediate superior is going to call me anytime now.yes,lets brag!

++i luv honesty,tqvm++

“hey come on.try me..—oh…like honestly?—ok, i cant take this…*sad*”

they say…”honesty is the best policy”
they say…”tell the truth tho it hurts”
like all the time

i say… “be strong..”
i say… “redha jer…ada hikmah di sebaliknya…”
i say… “i understand how u feel..”
like all the time

but when it comes to accepting the truth, it can be really hurts. it hurt so bad that u dun realize that the person is being honest with u, which is a good thing…

but when it happens a few times then u cant take it anymore.tho u know that all are done.n cant be undone.stupid as it is, u want to turn back time so that u wont know the truth.but the truth kept on bugging u.like nobody cares.

when they confess, i mean the hurt-truth-not-the-oh-i-wanttoknow-truth, u’ll go like, “why la u tell me.kan better if u didnt tell me at the first place then i wont bother etcetc..”..then u’ll feel down the drain n upset n isk isk *nangis*

but…hey, theres no buts…

helloww…they’re telling u the truth and the fact that they’re being honest, u cant blame them..uwaaa that makes it even more complicated.coz.u can no longer blame the person.they’re being honest what?!

but it hurts.still.

more and more confessions.hate it but hav to face it somehow.well,its good to have someone honest around.u wont feel cheated.at least.yea,thats a strong justification.u wont feel cheated.yes.

but it hurts.still.

this is not going anywhere…i just hope that truththathurts doesnt exist.well tell u what,it does.hey,i just hope la.huhuh

can honesty affect such relationship.be it siblings,friends.i mean, really?

stop typing,kausar!

🙁

azam 2008

chop!!!!!
not that i hav one…………yet!
erm well……..before i have one for 2008, few questions pop in my mind.hmm…

1. hav i achieved my every yr’s resolution(s)? err… 2007 in specific?
2. do i really striving for my azam(s) every yr?
3. in average, how many azam(s) do i have every 1st january?
4. how long does the azam list stays in my mind?the first one mth?or the first one week only?

haha!so now i’m being unfair to ma self for making another list of azam ;p
sumtimes ppl use the “ala..azam thn ni adalah menunaikan azam thn lps yg tak tercapai..” phrase…duh~~

in a way, its a gud thing tht u dun bother bout being frustrated of not achieving what u planned last yr n planning(again) to achieve it this comin yr he he…so just tepuk dada tny selera..just make the azam realistic and rationale….

idea!!!when i have the azam(s), i’m gonna write it like so big and put it in my room, or wardrobe or my workstation.heh.but if it is too personal then i can put it in a diary or sumthin…so that it’ll be like a reminder, tht i hav to achieve those by 31st dec 2008.wow!tht sounds like a resolution itself!! ;p

(does it really obvious tht i didnt achieve my resolutions all these yrs..huhu)

well anyway to hav or not to hav thts ur own prerogative.just live life.hope for the best.and may 2008 be a better yr inshaAllah….

peristiwa di dlm komuter

semalam dlm komuter, tercuridengar perbualan 2 jejaka around 20’s…

(note:this a guy is wearing earphone while talking ifyouknowwhatimean)
a : …ntahla aku rs die mcm sweet..
b : kire mcm ur type la eh
a : die suke wat lawak n aku ok la dgn die
b : waa…mesti bestkan…ko nye first crush lak tu..
a : hehe…
b : eh chop,die ni yg ko ckp kt aku dulu ko suke kan.ala ade skali tu
a : bile?takdelah..itu cume jenaka semata2…ni yg lain kot
b : iye budak ni lah yg ko mksdkan.kan? eh,ko gtau kat aku sorang je kan hehe
a : a’ah aku tak heboh2 psl ni..

like helllooowww? diorg bedua borak punya la kuat smpi the whole gerabak tu mcm pdg2 each other.klaka sgt…n now i’m telling the whole world bout ur crush on this girl..
tp siyesly, tu adalah kali pertama sy dgr pbualan mngenai confession seorg lelaki kpd rakan lelakinye yg die minat this bdk pempuan.so….different ;p

moral of stori : dlm knderaan awam elokla tone down suara.even bckp dlm phone.kang tak pasal2 terbuka pekung anda/rakan anda…he he…org dlm tren/bus ni bkn ade benda sgt nk wat.jgn slhkan org jg tepi kain kita kalau kita tak jg kain kita..ngeee~

😉

the ultimate decision maker

“A real decision is measured by the fact that you’ve taken a new action. If there’s no action, you haven’t truly decided” – Anthony Robbins

apa yg anda rasa jika seorg rakan anda yg agak rapat, teman makan tengahari sejak matriks,uni n sekompeni, berkata begini kepada anda,

“weh…aku dah nikah pg td..tak plan pun.weekend aritu baru cari cincin n book kadi..”

oh,beberapa hari selepas berita mengejut tersebut, rakan yg sama berkata,

“jom lunch last dgn aku..isnin dpn last day aku kat sini…aku dah tender benti keje since bulan 9…knp nak berhenti?hehe malas la nak keja.korang nak keja seumur hidup ke?tak,kan?so baik benti dr skrg.emm..aku nak bukak bisnes sendiri kot.tp dah kawin ni rs mcm mls la pulak..hehe..aku ingat nak rehat dulu..”

me?
i went like, speechless……………

but all i can say, she’s one of the best decision maker. she’s a type of person who couldnt care less bout other ppl n yet she always succeed….org sume amik mase nak buat kputusan kecik.die amik ms few minutes je kot untuk buat BIG DECISIONS in life!!!

well that reminds me

kisah 1
when we were back in matrix, the SPM results were out and she’s one of the top scorer – 10A1’s if i’m not mistaken. all top scorers were called by MARA for overseas scholarships interview on the nxt day.however, she came to class on the very nxt day and we all go like,”weh…tak gi ke inteview MARA?” coz majority of us were hoping to fly overseas tp mmg takde rezeki.but being her,”hehe takla.mls la…aku nak stay sini” sambil tersenyum…huh!oh btw of cos la die dpt 4 flat 2 sems in a row kan pastu..

kisah 2
during our graduation day in uni.she was one of the first class honour receiver, amongst all the chinesessss.but u know what, she was absent coz she has to attnd course by schlumberger(company die ms tu)…oh n as usual,she cudnt care less..huh

kisah 3
she quits schlumberger(xsmpt hbs probation punn) n joins our company.mind u whoever leave schlumberger n joined our company is consider as rugi besarrrr.but she tak kesah…

kisah 4
we were the scholars.we went for this scholar nye interview utk join this company.and semua classmate kitorg sgt berharap dapat teknikal nye position tapi dia,wp top student engineering ms kat uni, she goes for HR. and NOT engineering and of course she gets the post…

kisah 5
and now dia nak benti after 2 yrs working and she was one of those employee yang mmg rating performance exceed expectation…n kalo die stay mmg blh naik cpt jd manager..

and of coz…
she’s happily married…

n hari ni hampir nak demam sbb dgr cite dia nak benti smlm…tp kan deep down inside,i know that she knows what she’s doing(after all the BIG decisionSSSSSS) and one day her business will be a success…kitorang sume dah plan nak join bisnes die hehe

anyhow, i salute her n i still love her no matter what.knowing her 🙂

haha.i just loveee this entry..sorry to ‘the’ friend…..muah3

;p

p/s: sori la entri ni caca marba.kjp ckp mlayu kjp ckp mat salleh…haha!!layan jer~~

nyanyuk? plz no

huhu

rs sgt bersalah kerana sy tlh emo 2 hari lepas mengenai ketidakjumpaan pengecaj telefon bimbit sy. pagi tadi sy perasan yg sebenarnya pengecaj tersebut berada dlm beg galas sy yg sy bawa hari2 ke ofis.

sy br teringat pd satu pg yg dingin, telefon bimbit sy sudah sgt nyawa2 ikan,maka sy bawa pengecaj ke ofis..kira once in a blue moon laa org putih ckp..tak penah2 bwk pengecaj ke ofis.

rs bersalah kerana sy sebenarnye secara tak langsung menyalahkan bibik yg tlh mengemas2 kwsn plug tersebut.isk, sori makcik ari;(

lupa mane letak brg,lupa mane ltk kunci…oprah kata petanda awal org nyanyuk.hmm

adakah ini petanda sy sudah tua?!??
uwaaa…sy br sehari masuk 25 tawun…bg chan la sket.isk~

p/s : oh,jika anda terfikir, spjg 2 hari ni sy pakai pengecaj telefon bimbit kepunyaan adik sy

lusa ada miting lagi di jb….:) ->bila nk mob btul2 ni huhu

25 it is

Happy birthday to me. Hehe. Finally I’m 20 eh 25(suku abad hokay)…

well i dun feel like celebrating.why?coz i feel the most deserve person on earth for the celebration are my dear parents…

25 years of taking care of me.hard time indeed. i know how i behave those days(n sometimes i still am)

25 years of facing my swing moods

25 years of pampering me with “k.lang nak makan ape hari ni?”

(tears pls stop)

25 years of sending and picking me up from anywhere to anywhere(yeah still)

25 years of being patience all the time all occasions

i wish they read this…

i dun think i’m able to say this in front of em, without a single tears..

having said that, i just wanna say THANK YOU to my beloved parents and I LOVE U SO MUCH!!;)

embarking the journey……
1. i’ll be signed off a set of drawings that’ll be submitted fr our consultant,for us to proceed with construction(wah! laku ke signature?haha;p)
2. just now i’ve just signed up with some investor agent. main saham sorta.well invest some money. for future inshaallah…i’ll appreciate klse later on. the graph and all that ;p

cool facts: i’m now 25. my parents both 50. they were 25 when they have me.conclusion-at my age,i shud already have 3 kids.wow!!

cooler fact: i feel 7 yrs younger.haha!

anyways,happy birthday to me..semoga murah rezeki,panjang umur dan cepat bertemu jodoh.amiiin:)

tata

wajar

yang mana lbh wajar…

1. terlalu percayakan seseorg kemudian diperdaya dan kita ditinggalkan

ATAU

2. terlalu bersyak wasangka dgn seseorg sehingga org itu rimas dan kita ditinggalkan

endingnya ttp sama
sesungguhnya perkataan ‘ditinggalkan’ shj sudah cukup menyakitkan..

mungkinkah puncanya kerana ‘terlalu’….?

*sigh*