recap…

hmm mari mengapdet blog~ huhu

its been like months.sheeesh..but nway meh kte recap all the occasions etc ok.

birthdays
dec – my mom turns 49. bought her a pair of scholl shoe. yg klaka nye slh saiz.so a few days after that, pi klcc tukar size.hmm alhamdulillah mak suka.huhu

jan – shikin SBO. bought her tudung fr KL Sentral.bli gak utk bal.yela bg adil.poslaju ke sabah 2 days before her birthday.yg bestnya hadiah tu sampai a day before bday dia.punya la org bajet supaya sampai on the day itself.takpela.yg penting slmt sampai ke tgn mereka…n they both love the tudung.yay

feb – pokchet,pakwan,za,suraya,abah,’athif, angah n siddiq…happy birthday to all…bought abah a light grey van heusen kemeja n he loves the color!seb baik this time muat.thnx to my mum yg rajen gosok bj abah.she told me size bj abah.ehee.n then pi dinner kat manhattan fish market.knyang cam x hengat.huhu

happenings
jan :
– ‘athif op lg. for the 6th time kalau tak silap.sian die.hope Allah will make him at ease always.

– kak long bought her own house.huwaaa sgt jeles…

– saya telah bjaya menghadirkan diri ke klinik gigi untuk membersihkan gigi selepas 12 tahun tidak bjumpa doc gigi.oh sgt bes rupanya bjumpa dgn dentist.tp agak ksian la kat dentis tu sbb keje die ada sdikit lbih bile kne mngadap plak yg sgt byk.oops.too much details.huhu.asalnya scaling cuma rm45.tp saya dikenakan rm70 di atas plak yg maha dahsyat tersebut.kiki.rs cam tak saba nk tunggu lg nam bulan.gi dentis lg..yea~

– en bakar(my lead eng) just get promoted to be a manager at DFE.so he’ll be back to lvl 17 KLCC.kudos to him.but sorry to me.he’s such a cool senior.we can even share jokes.lawak die sume best2.n then suke bg tazkirah.suke ajar macam2 tanpa perlu tanya.this man is one humble man.very down to earth one..en raja will replace him.n he has a complete opposite personalities.hmm…camane tuh.but nway,all the best to en bakar n thanks for all the ilmus…u’ll be such a cool manager.yeah

– went for h2s safety training(16-17 feb): 6 participants, i was the only girl!pergh.how cool was that.n the training was supercool..hmm..but not ready for the real situation tho. yea, i manage to carry a 12kg cylinder,contains O2-wearing the self contained breathing apparatus,SCBA yg mcm bomba salu pakai tu.n then we have to climb stairs, n walk in a superdark room with the loads.n how cool is that.plus, being the only girl.fuh

weddings 2007
– dec : faris, hailiza(x-mas)
– feb : 11th, pina’s wed
– coming up : aliaa(apr), cikin(may), kak dira(nov), alfa, husna, adli, n loads more.hmm.jeles.ehee

engagements
coming soon : az(17th march), zue?(wink3)

mommy-to-be
besh 5 : nik fatimah
pipe 4 : imeh, suraya

ok.thats all for now..will update more later…wslm.tata

there’s oways blessing in disguise

told ya..sumthing did happen.i donno how to put it.sbb stiap yg berlaku kan ade hikmahnye..

29th Nov 2006
waktu magrib.rase perut memulas sgt.my sis dlm toilet.masuk2 je,mata dah berpinar.but i pretend like nuthing.tried to fight the dizziness.but as a human, am too weak to compare to his taqdir.i collapsed!sedar2 je,tgh bsandar kat dinding bilik air,terduduk.then bangun,n duduk ats toilet bowl, trying to keep myself together.saje letak tgn kat dahi,ada darah!ya allah..mase tu Allah saje yg tau betapa perasaan sgt horror.mane taknye, ada deep cut kat dahi,1cm atas kning.then jerit n nangis smpi org kat luar dah stat risau n suh kuar…then cube tenangkan diri smbil curah luka dgn air shower….ms tu mmg istighfar je…
keluar2,mak n abh ade kat luar.they both calmed me down.i lied down,n abh put a few plasters to cover the cut…i cried hysterically..sedih,upset,frustrated,grateful coz it cudve been worse etc etc..too many things in my mind dat time..
cut long story short, went to sunway medical ctre n got 2 injections and 8 stitches!nurse even buat ECG to see my heart condition.doc ade kate nk wat ct scan.pastu x jd.yeah..8 stitches unbelievable rite?one sec u’re on top of d world n a few minutes later u felt down the drain.i got 2 days mc.n those days are the lowest point of my life.thinking that i wont have dahi licin anymore(tho dulu bkn licin sgt pon.miahaha)..

HE knows best
after few days of thinking,i felt upset of myself coz not being grateful of wat had happened.instead, i blame the taqdir…shame on me..semalam,sumhow,tetibe je i felt relieved coz ada ramai lagi org kat luar sane yg lg teruk ujian compared to mine,which is nothing!bygkan..zizul tuh..sakit buah pinggang at the age of 24..’athif yg sedari baby ada short bowel syndrom etc etc…i should be thankful to Allah coz i still have my perfect organs.only that scar.n does that matter?naah..~

hmm

hmm.saje je.tetibe rase nak buat blog sendiri.smlm rase mcm2 dah jadi tp tak tercerita kat sape2 n tade luah kat mane2.so, creating a blog is an option aite?

being an electrical engineer for petronas
yeah..it does sounds cool. but frankly, i cudnt help myself from thinking that i’d better off to be someone else. not giving up or ungrateful. just envy my electrical frens who have gain more experience thru diff field rather than electrical. yea,i learn a lot but the learning graph is not as expected as u have to REVIEW consultant’s drawings instead of dealing with the equipments or the operation itself. u cant simply visualise the equipments on the platform, how huge are they, how complicated the system is etc etc…but still, u HAVE to IMAGINE!byk sgt nak tulis tp tak terkeluar…

meet CTE
hmm..ni lagi satu.last week i have to meet my CTE cum my mentor, En Shahrul to help me on the cable routing n cable ladder layout. we came to one sheet, the earthing layout. somehow he realize an error made by the consultant on the grounding cables. then die btulkan all the mistakes. die conteng2 the drawing. as usual, with all my stupidity, i asked him,”ape rasionalnye kite wat camtu?”.maknenye whatever correction yg die wat tuh. he replied without looking to my eyes,”u should tell me.u just graduated as an electrical engineer.u should tell me the rationale of me doing this..”..mase tu rs mcm nak bunuh diri…rase macam kne campak dari bgnn yg sgt tinggi dan jatuh berkecai.ouch.he was da*n serious tho last2 die cite gak knp knp n knp..hee

dats all..for now