i wish i can hav a pink one.with rambu2 kt dpn.seat pink.tayar pun pink.sure tade org berani curik.tp wish je la mampu.heeeee
i wish i can hav a pink one.with rambu2 kt dpn.seat pink.tayar pun pink.sure tade org berani curik.tp wish je la mampu.heeeee
ptg smlm ms kupas limau..my youngest bro, af and i had the following conv,
af : kak lang tlg kupaskan limau utk af..
me : hah?dh djh 5 pun xtau kupas? (garang tak kakak)
af : tah kalau af kupas nnt die jd lembik.pg td af kupas telur pun telur terus hancur
me : waaahhh…af ade kuasa kot.af heroes
af : heheheh.well~
me : tp baik2.nnt sylar dtg curik kuasa af..
af : oh…tp kan..af ade lg satu kuasa yg lagi hebat..
me : waa…ape?
af : do’a! (sambil tersengih)
n then he went away with the limau n left me alone.stoned.gegege ;p
the end
i miss ‘athif soooo much…sobs
cant take it.so after dinner i insisted to be transferred to studio room.better excuse.much smaller.yela,penakut watpe blek besar2…
much better…
well just finished unpacking my stuff..pheww~
Dewa – Hadapi Dengan Senyuman
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi….
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua… kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan Tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah….
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah
Reff
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang
song ni sgt best.and.meaningful.indeed.all time fav 😉
“hey come on.try me..—oh…like honestly?—ok, i cant take this…*sad*”
they say…”honesty is the best policy”
they say…”tell the truth tho it hurts”
like all the time
i say… “be strong..”
i say… “redha jer…ada hikmah di sebaliknya…”
i say… “i understand how u feel..”
like all the time
but when it comes to accepting the truth, it can be really hurts. it hurt so bad that u dun realize that the person is being honest with u, which is a good thing…
but when it happens a few times then u cant take it anymore.tho u know that all are done.n cant be undone.stupid as it is, u want to turn back time so that u wont know the truth.but the truth kept on bugging u.like nobody cares.
when they confess, i mean the hurt-truth-not-the-oh-i-wanttoknow-truth, u’ll go like, “why la u tell me.kan better if u didnt tell me at the first place then i wont bother etcetc..”..then u’ll feel down the drain n upset n isk isk *nangis*
but…hey, theres no buts…
helloww…they’re telling u the truth and the fact that they’re being honest, u cant blame them..uwaaa that makes it even more complicated.coz.u can no longer blame the person.they’re being honest what?!
but it hurts.still.
more and more confessions.hate it but hav to face it somehow.well,its good to have someone honest around.u wont feel cheated.at least.yea,thats a strong justification.u wont feel cheated.yes.
but it hurts.still.
this is not going anywhere…i just hope that truththathurts doesnt exist.well tell u what,it does.hey,i just hope la.huhuh
can honesty affect such relationship.be it siblings,friends.i mean, really?
stop typing,kausar!
🙁
0900 hrs – stressed out
1100 hrs – even more stressful
1300 hrs – happy happy happy
1315 hrs – less stressful
1445 hrs – managing my stress
1500 hrs – neutral
1530 hrs – sleepy
1700 hrs – happpppppyyyyyy
1730 hrs – talking like nobody cares
1845 hrs – cooling down
1915 hrs – food therapy……
2100 hrs – laugh n laugh
2200 hrs – relaxing
2300 hrs – sleepy
huh?cant see the pattern?likewise.haha.yep.meet my unpredictable-o-meter ;p
i can talk non-stop and laugh and joke around and a few minutes later u’ll find me all moody, full of anger, then cry like a baby and again,make jokes.haha.i dunno.its just.me.so bear with it.no hard feelings.thank u.
(apekah~~ ;p)