our new challenge as married couple.and as new parents….
still remember this entry?
yes it’s happening.in less than 3wks time.oh Allah give me strength and patience to face this.dan permudahkanlah urusan suamiku disana…
amiin
alhamdulillah saya dipermudahkan sepanjang 9bulan mengandung.saya takda ; muntah2, kaki atau tangan bengkak, sakit belakang, bleeding etc.berat pun naik tak sampai 12kg.syukur sgt2.infact sampai ke hari terakhir mengandung saya masih boleh solat seperti biasa…
disebabkan itu, saya sgt takut sbb kata orang kalau mengandung mudah,nak beranak tu payah.taaapiii (bg saya)…
perjalanan utk melahirkan juga lancar.awalnya memang tak dpt nak imagine samada air ketuban pecah dulu ke.tanda darah ke.sakit berpanjangan ke.atau sampai overdue, kena induce dan worst, kena emergency csec.syukur alhamdulillah segala2nya mudah wp ada org kata 12hrs in labour tu lama.huhu
rezeki masing2 kan
dugaan lepas bersalin rupa2nya yg buat saya menitis air mata.dalam labour pun tak nangis tp lepas bersalin yg terduga sampai tumpah airmata…
1. jaundice
start day2 nurse kata baby ada kuning sikit.bilirubin reading masa tu 188.so nak elak dari naik sampai 200, kena letak bwh lampu under nursery care.so satu malam je sempat rooming in.disebabkan itu, i was advised to pump my milk so that i dun have to go back and forth to bf him
hasil day2 : masih kolostrum.so sikit je
..memang sedih tgk anak kita yg baru umur berapa hari kena bogel tinggal diaper je pastu kena letak bawah lampu.nangis weh.day4 reading turun jadi 178.jadi kami request nak rooming in just nak try without the lampu.day5 reading naik balik 202.even masih tinggi, paed bagi jugak discharge alhamdulillah dan suruh monitor kat rumah je.kalau nmpk masih kuning pergi KKIA amik darah dan tgk readings
cut stori short, our baby had prolonged jaundice.lepas sebulan baru betul2 takde kuning alhamdulillah.petuanya hanya bf more n more supaya baby kencing dan berak selalu.mak jugak 2-3 kali mandikan dgn air daun kucai sambil selawat…
2. babyblues
ni terjadi masa 2nd week lepas deliver.i was so overwhelmed with this new responsible.being helpless maklumlah dlm pantang kan.suami lak ke hulu ke hilir setelkan uri la birthcert la beli barang baby yg dah habis la.me on the other hand struggling with breastfeeding and the post contraction pain.time ni la rasa sediiiiiiiiih sangat sebab terbayang waktu zaman berdua dgn suami.tiba2 rasa sedih sbb it will never be the same with baby on board.sedih sampai tiap malam nangis.bgn mata bengkak tp takpe mmg bengkak sbb tak tdo baby meragam so takde orang saspek apa2…after few days i get the hang of it.tiba2 je okay.and everything back to normal alhamdulillah…
3. constipation
masa 1st week masih ok.balik rumah pantang mula la sembelit datang.kadang sampai sejam duk dalam toilet.nak teran tak boleh sebab episiotomi.so mmg pasrah.sampai nangis ok.bila sukses tu memang lega tapi sangattttt sakittt.rasa2 berdarah n luka tapi tak berani nak tgk.after 2wks baru setel sbb mula byk minum air masak dan makan buah.alhamdulillah…
4. sore and cracked nipple
newborn babies especially boy sgt kuat bf.kdg sejam sekali pun tak kenyang.imagine bila macam tu nipple baru nak biasakan dgn ‘tugas’ ni tiba2 kena ragging baek punya.baby lak jenis suck kuat.ada time tu selang 2 hari kena sapu Medela purelan tu sebab sakittt sangat.tapi nak taknak kena jugak bagi suck sbb kalau tak nanti cik b bengkak.so memang meleleh airmata tahan sakit.am lucky to have such a supportive husband.masa baby suck tu dia bg saya genggam tgn dia tahan sakit huuu.bila baby dah sebulan everything dah ok or maybe my nipple dah numb kot hahhaa
looking back i just know that semua orang ada bahagian masing2.bagi saya, mengandung dan bersalin sgt dipermudahkan.tapi lepas drp tu yg mencabar emosi dan fizikal.im lucky to have such a supportive husband and family.esp my mom yg always there to calm me down.biasalah first time mother semua benda nak dirisaukan.baby taik idung byk pun ai boleh stres sbb kesian dgr baby takleh bernafas elok2 huu.my mom always say this,”dun worry.babies are stronger than u think” #sotrue
hari tu berkobar2 nak tulis entri.lepastu balik pantang kat rumah tak datang pulak mood nya huhu
so sekarang ada mood suam2 kuku ni think better i write something before i forget everything hihi
pagi khamis 19 Jan 2012 (sehari sebelum hari kelahiran) memang takde tanda.in fact pergi ofis macam biasa, siap breakfast nasi lemak kedai mesra 2 bungkus.hehe.lepastu buat lah kerja macam biasa.disebabkan keesokannya dah plan nak mintak mc dari Dr Seri (appointment at 38wks), jadi hari ni jugak hari 2nd last kerja lah.kononnya.so setelkan kerja ie drawing vendor, handover notes etc2
menjelang tengahari tu tah kenapa rasa letihhh yang amat.elok kul 12 tu masuk filing room(aka surau) pi tidur.lebih kurang sejam lepastu mamai2 bangun sebab kena jugak lunch.haaaa masa ni dah mula start sakit badan.especially kat area pelvic.tp tak bajet pape la sbb duk bayang ‘ni mesti baby dah selamat masuk laluan ni’.so rasa happy gitu…
turun beli lunch kat kedai mesra.pastu join officemates lunch kt office.tgh lunch tu borak2 pasal my due date la.pasal beranak la.haha
masa solat zohor dah mula rasa badan berat gila.lain macam.tapi buat mcm biasa sbb dlm hati kata ‘mcm ni la kot kalau baby dah engaged’…
petang tu sambung kerja tapi rasa letih sangat.so ckp kat suami yg sgt2 tak larat nak balik sendiri so nak tunggu je dia balik sekali.selingan; fyi,start me 36wks, suami sangat lah kebizian, tiap hari balik lepas isya’.disebabkan tak larat nak tunggu, balik sendiri naik lrt+taxi tiap hari.tapi hari tu mmg nak jalan pun tak larat.so tunggu je la suami siap kerja…
alhamdulillah tunggu tak lama.kul 6.30pm mcm tu suami dtg amik kat lobi.elok masuk kereta je, mula rasa sakit mcm period pain yg kejap2 tuh.tp time tu in denial.bgtau hubby tapi nak sedap kan hati, ckp kat dia ‘braxton hicks je ni..jap lg okay lah…’
dah sampai jln semarak tu suami tanya larat ke nak masak atau nak singgah makan dulu.so we decided to eat kat gerai tepi tasik.along the way ni sakit tu datang dan pergi.lepas dah decide tu, sakit dtg balik.so ckp dgn suami balik terus je la.nanti order la pizza ke hape ke.but I told hubby i want to tapau air kelapa muda(yg buah) kat gerai area tasik tuh.ok lepas tu sakit tu pergi balik.masa ni tgh jem kat jln semarak so sempat la tukar decision byk kali hahahha.elok bbrp minit lepastu, sakit dtg lg.ok terus ckp kat suami ‘takyahla saya tak larat sangat kita balik je lah’ hihi.pening kepala suami melayan karenah isteri…
little that we know that the intermittent pain is THE contractions…our son trying to tell us that e’s ready to meet the world, subhanallah!:)
as mentioned in my previous post, i start to time my pain/contractions once i arrived home.masa tu dah maghrib.bgtau suami yg mungkin masanya dah sampai dan decide nak tgk berapa jarak antara tiap kontraksi.sah la konsisten timing nya.masa tu jarak 10-15minit.tak sedap hati punya pasal,bgtau suami kita pegi emergency la mlm ni.
jadi dah tau bakal di admit mlm tu, cepat2 capai towel dan mandi puas2 dan syampoo rambut etc.lepastu potong kuku, lipat2 baju, kemas rumah, dan mula pack utk pantang kat shah alam.hubby pulak masak maggi spesel as dinner.buat semua2 tu dlm keadaan sakit yg dtg dan pergi…
sempat separuh jalan je packing utk pantang.suami suh stop buat keje dia kata nnt kalau konfem beranak nnt dia sambungkan pack.packing utk g hospital mmg dah ready since 2wks before so xrisau sgt…
setel semua dlm kul 11pm.ingat lg masa tu kitorang sangat2 letih dan mengantuk.so i told hubby ‘saya nak tido jap lah.nanti 11.30pm kita siap2 pegi hospital…’.suami ok kan je.tapi belum sempat nak lelap mata,dgr bunyi something from my v and tetiba air yg suam2 keluar dari my v nonstop.gush of water!my water broke!dahla masa tu atas katil kan haha.tried not to be panicked terus siap2.i dah tak gerak dah sebab taknak air kuar lg byk.so hubby tolong amikkan baju n tudung.main sarung je jubah n tudung ariani tuh.kalau tak silap suami turun dulu hntr barang kat kereta.sambil tu i smsed abah,mak,kaklong n angah…
suami bagi tuala la sub kepit kat celah kangkang sbb takut meleleh kan.hah takde maknanya.air tu mcm air terjun dah.banjir air ketuban dari katil smpi ke pintu rumah.tuala pun lencun…kat kereta suami dah lapik kan dgn newspaper siap2.mmg pasrah je.jubah pun dah basah sgt2…
otw nak pi prince court boleh pulak jalan tun razak tu jem.padahal dah midnite tuh.rupanya satu lane tutup sebab depa duk potong pokok ka baiki jalan ka apa tah.mak siyes tak ingat sbb masa tu pk anak je dlm perut tu takut lemas huhu
sampai2 kat emergency, suami papah i masuk.jalan masa tu mmg kepit2 la haha.kepit tuala yg dah lencun.tapi kalau takde tuala tu mmg lg laju kot air tu keluar huhu.staff PCMC nampak je, terus sorong wheelchair.dia interview sket2.then terus call labour room.lawak sbb time tu ada patient lain kat kaunter.dia dok ckp goodluck.yg lain2 tu usha2 baju i yg dah basah huhu
masuk2 labour room misi bagi baju n pad.and then suruh baring.dia prepare apa yg patut few minutes after that dia masuk bilik cakap nak buat ve(seluk/cek bukaan).haha berdebar weih sebab ni antara perkara yg manggerunkan dalam proses kelahiran hoho.first time dlm hidup kena seluk was not that bad.maybe sebab dlm kepala dah prepare for the worse.ai bajet dia seluk pakai 2jari tp suami ckp dia nmpk yg keluar lima2 jari.maknanya mmg satu tangan tgn masuk.tp mmg masa kena seluk tu dlm hati ckp ‘woiiiiiii macam tu keeee??’ haha.so anyways, masa tu dah 3cm.woottt!!mak happy gila ok sbb dah 3cm dan dah nak beranak.kalau ikut pembacaan/study anak first adalah 1cm tiap sejam.masa tu kul 12midnite.so bajet dlm lepas subuh konfirm baby kuar(yakin je kan)…
tapi salah tekaan ku……. (to be continued sbb entri ni dah panjang benor)
p/s : my lil miracle is one month today, alhamdulillah 🙂
fresh from the ‘oven’…
pic taken few minutes after the delivery…baby boy, Friday 20th Jan, 1151hrs, 2.85kg 🙂
facts!
1. born 11days earlier than the due date
2. all 3 labor signs appear ; regular contractions, broke waterbag, blood shows…in sequence.all happen within 4hrs
3. almost 17hrs contraction pain, 7pm 19Jan till the final push
4. we were supposed to meet Dr Seri for 38wks checkup on 20th noon itself to check whether baby already engaged or not.so xsempat tau pun baby engaged masa admit tu
5. tak sempat sign up dgn stemcell bank.nasib baik ada kit ready kat hospital.decide amik cryocord time yours truly tgh contraction yg peak tu.voleyhh??
6. my last meal before the big day was maggi mee specially cooked by chef kemal.thanks dear.sbb tak larat nak singgah tapau food before balik ofis sbb masa tu kontraksi dah mula kicking in
7. tak sempat handover keja.my last day at work patutnya on the 20th itself.siap ada meeting lg kul 10pg.so dalam labour room sempat hantar2 email thru iPod, till i was 5cm open.lepastu i dah macam orang gila siap tarik2 tshirt suami tahan sakit huhu
alamak dah macam karangan birth story lak.no lah, just random things about the d-day.takut lupa.btw baby belum ada nama sebab initially plan nak finalize masa cuti CNY.kah3 so sampai sekarang masih duk figure out lagi…
ok til nxt entry, ummi checking out;p
p/s : baby jaundice sikit so tonite tak rooming in.hubby lak balik rumah jap family in laws baru sampai dari Taiping.so now alone in the room…leh godek blog japs:)
at 25w5d we went for the detailed scan.it costs us rm300 as its not covered by ING.u can choose not to go for the scan.but as yours truly had had so many surprises when it comes to ultrasound, we chose to proceed with the scan…
alhamdulillah as far as the scan is concerned, everything looks normal. the doctor scanned through the baby’s face, skull, legs, toes, arms, fingers, heart, liver, kidneys…btw this lil miracle showed off his thanggg when the doctor was looking for it.whoaaa baby ni wat malu je depan doktor haha.dahla side view kan lagi la ;p btw we even managed to see his face…#awkwardmoment #surprise
my sugar and BP also appears normal alhamdulillah.tho for the past few weeks i eat those sugary choc/icecream/cakes/desserts/yoghurts nonstop.syukur sangat2 so far semuanya ok *tumbuh tanduk*
apple strudel...ughhhh yummyhhh!!!i actually craved for this last sunday, early in the morning..dah dapat ptg tu, makan sambil leleh airmata..
ooo lepastu doc bg i tetanus jab sebab yg tahun 1997 tu dah expired.mati2 ingatkan macam tetanus tu mcm rubella yakni sekali seumur hidup je amik huhu..
btw i gained 6kg from my pre-pregnancy weight.wooot!!! 🙂 though this lil miracle only weighs 830g so far hmmpphh.selera mencanak sekarang cam hape…
“naik 3kg sebulan normal ke doc?
“i would say still ideal considering u didnt put on weight the first 5 months…tapi 3kg ni agak banyak tau..”
“tapi kan doctor, i’ve read somewhere that its normal when you’re 20wks and above..” (bila manusia in denial)
“thats 28wks and above la darling…kalau <28wks, 1kg per month je tau…ni suka makan apa niiii..”
(the rest are history ha ha)
once i enter week 25, i cant no longer fit to my jeans.i cant zip it off and wear the bellybelt extension.certain baju kurungs and blouses i have to sadly say goodbye..not until 4-5 more months inshaallah.my baby tees which i normally wear at home alraeady tight on tummy area.tapi masih boleh pakai macam nangka busuk lol.so i think 6 months and above you can start to wear maternity uniforms huh?so far i only have 1 maternity jeans which is super comfortable!i have 1 maternity blouse and 2 maternity-cum-nursing (2in1) blouse.thats about it.am still looking for the 2in1 decent blouse but why la so hard to find!!any recommended brand?
oh did i tell u lately i have trouble getting the best position to sleep at night?tak boleh tidoq telentang nanti sakit belakang.so i choose to sleep on my left side…
the baby?oh he’s been practicing kickboxing a lot lately.sometimes its like earthquake in my tummy.lol no joke.but not to the extent that he wakes me up from my beauty sleep la.goodboy…:).ke aku memang jenis tido mati…
shopping?tak mula lagi…sape tau bila next pureen warehouse sale angkat tangan!tunggu Y.E.S pun iye jugak.maknanya dah masuk 7 bulan baru shop2.moga masih gagah berjalan ye huuu…
carik nama baby?err belum.sape ada idea angkat tangan!hihi
btw we’ve signed up for the Parentcraft Class organized by PCMC in Dec slot inshaallah.i’ll be in my wk32 – i should look pregnant in any angle of my body by that time kan.hahahha
anyways, on a serious note, i have this intermittent panic attack when i enter my 7th month.*labour pain aside*…will i be a good mom?will we be good parents?will i be able to juggle my baby with my job?will i be independent enough to take care of my baby if my husband’s not around/sick?will we set good examples toward our kid(s)? etc etc….have to start reading about parenthood(esp in islam) u know tanggungjawab ibubapa, hak anak2 dsbg in addition to those pregnancy books/magz …huhuh
my hope is that one day, this lil guy in me will grow as a good khalifah and will feel blessed to have us as his parents…shoot rasa sebak taip macam ni.oklah tanak tulis lagi.incik baby, i love u so much…. 🙂
minggu lepas hantar cik adik sayang ni masuk hospital.mata dia sakit.kalau nak pakai mata dia je mesti satu sistem badan cik adik jadi cramp.takleh buat apa2…
gambar kat atas tu sebagai kenang2an.sebab lepas ni cik adik dah takda.ganti dgn cik adik yg baru…
“amoi aaa…berapa lama boleh ambil balik?”
“lagi 2 minggu macam tu”
“kalau mau engrave sekali macam yg lama bila boleh dapat?”
“itu sebulan atau 2 bulan maa”
hubby kata takyah la engrave tu.sebab lambat sangat 2 bulan baru dapat.dia kata dia pun xkisah.uuu sedih T.T
tu yang last2 amik gambar cik adik sayang cukup syarat *background lagu syahdu*
well anywayssssss next week dapat yg baru.woooot!!!!!!*chicken dance*
tahun ni tahun ketiga kami beraya berdua.inshaallah tahun depan bertiga 😉
rasanya tahun ni raya yg paling hectic sekali.penuh aktiviti terutama tiap hujung minggu…ehehe.despite that, i thank Allah for giving me the strength to complete puasa ramadhan and another 6days puasa enam, syukur alhamdulillah…moga amalan2 ini diterimaNya…
anyways raya pertama sebagai wanita mengandung tak kurang bestnya.especially layanan luar biasa oleh pak2 dan mak sedara kat kg suami.rasa lawak pun ada jugak sebab pantang kita sebut “sedapnyaaa kalau dapat makan….dot3….” haaa memang silapla.dan2 tu jugak depa pi carik.walaupun saya punya fasa mengidam dah lama berlalu.siap bungkuskan utk bawak balik kl lagi.huhu feel blessed.this is one of the things that i’ll missed bout being preggy hoho
syukur jugak selera memang terbaek la time raya.esp bila raya kat baling food maveles ie ketupat palas, lemang, laksa, sambal goreng, petai jeruk.fuhhh nak kata memang tak benti2 makan…
disebabkan tu, kami dapat juga menunaikan hasrat yg lama ditunda iaitu buat makan2 aka housewarming(padahal duk rumah ni nak dekat 2tahun dah).tahun lepas plan jugak tapi sebab seminggu lepas cuti raya MIL pergi dijemput Ilahi, sepanjang syawal 2010 rumah kami tak sempat ‘beraya’…
alang2 tahun ni yours truly ni tiba2 semangat nak masak bagai, pembawakan budak agaknya…so dapatla buat beberapa sesi makan2.tu pun tiap sesi tu antara 15-20orang je…tapi memang tak buat hari ahad sbb hari ahad hari mengemas!and tak buat openhouse sebab mmg hajat kami nak buat all homecooked food..so kena wat small2 group laa
5 syawal : family shah alam(my family la) lepak dari lunch sampai dinner.siap ada acara mandi swimming pool lagi haha!kira masa ni tgh mood beraya kat kedah lagi, jd juadah yg berjaya dimasak pun ada yg ala2 utara.menu hari tu nasi impit, rendang kari daging, laksa, mihun goreng, moist choc cake.oh lepastu ketupat palas jagung pemberian makcik kat baling..
kaklong bwk lasagna,mak bwk rendang dari kampung,angah bawak strawberry cheesecake,adik2 bwk ice-cream.menu malam lak lontong, sambal udang petai, nasi putih, then kakngah buat gulai kulit rambai.perghhh sedap2.rambai tu pun org baling bagi jugak.alhamdulillah…disebabkan raya ke5 ni la baru dapat kumpul fullhouse, maka diadakan juga sesi bergambar dan bersalam2 raya serta bagi duit raya hehhe.happy sangat!
12 syawal : officemate hubby for lunch.ada dkt 20org incl. their spouses n children.menu nasi ayam, nasi impit, kuah lodeh, daging masak hitam dan bubur jagung.terover estimate gamaknya sampai nasi ayam tu leh wat nasi goreng utk dinner esoknya huehuehue.alhamdulillah ramai suka esp the nasi ayam.my hub’s senior punya wife (origin from india) asked for the recipe.he he..hilang penat masak suma hihi.btw boss hubby bawak pulut durian 2 tupperware besar!ok now that reminds me we haven’t return back those tupperwares…
18 syawal : my loong lost coursemate!haha takdela lost tapi susah sungguh nak kumpulkan semua.yg datang pun 4orang je with their hubs and kiddos.tp alhamdulillah makanan cun2 je.menu for that day are nasi lemak, rendang ayam, nasi impit dan bihun sup w cili kicap.boleh tak ada insiden masa masak nasi lemak tu boleh pulak rice cooker tu buat hal coz nasi tu tak masak betul aka mentah!stress gila.setelah dimodify dan dicook semula baru dia ok.phew.drama betul.kesian hubby la esp sbb jadi mangsa kepada kestresan mak buyung sorang ni.emo kat dapur sambil nyumpah2 ricecooker(sambil tutup perut supaya baby tak dengar haha!)…but all in all happy sangat sebab tercapai gak hajat nak ajak those gorgeous ladies to my house…thank u dearests!oo lupa malam tu pulak berkejar balik shah alam for dinner with atok tampin.balik tu sampai kul 1+ setelkan dapur sikit2 coz esoknya nak masak lg for another group of hubby’s friends…
19 syawal : geng2 pipe n utp.paksu&family pun datang jugak.ramai yg datang almost 30pax gak alhamdulillah…haa, kali ni masak tak berapa terasa sangat sebab mula masak awal sikit ie kul 9am.bese kul 10am baru nak basuh ayam bagai haha.tp sebab the day before dah pi pasar n rendang pun dah siap2 masak seekor stgh, so rilek sikit.hubby pi beli lemang kat gerai dkt2 rumah nak tmbh kasi nampak la menu raya hihi.saya pulak masak nasi minyak, kurma daging, salsa, spaghetti bolognese.ok nasi minyak tu pun agak drama jugak sebab seumur hidup tak pernah masak dan tak pernah tgk orang masak haha.lepastu terus2 nak jamu org makan.bila tgk orang makan bertambah2, lega gilaaaa!alhamdulillah…:):)
nanti rajin i tepek resepi kat sini eh.supaya i pun tak lupa.senang so rugi kalau tak share…ehe.so anyways, elok last guest balik,kitorang berkejar ke papa rich jalan dorasamy sebab ada surprise birthday party utk kazen hubby.otw back singgah raya rumah senior hubby pulak.balik tu pancittt!!sempat simpan semua lauk2 lebih.esok pagi hubby bgn awal sikit tolong basuh pinggan periuk semua….
subhanallah I’m so blessed because my husband is such a helpful one.dia la yg akan pastikan hall n rumah kemas, bervakuum dan bermop, tolong masak n buat air, tolong kemas the aftermath, tolong quality check the food, the cashier(hehe) dan tolong urut kaki n belakang saya after each makan session.tak campur lg tlg tahan all my bebel and emo rollercoaster kat dapur.yeah dramaqueen bila dah preggy can be quite handful when working errr cooking under pressure.haha!i know i can’t thank him enough.thank u dear!
allahua’lam next year boleh ke tak buat macam tu bila dah ada si kecik tp at least takla ralat sgt sbb dah buat this year huhu.hope everyone’s enjoyed the food as much as i enjoyed cooking em…!
ok entri lepas ni nak cite pregnancy updates!
p/s : ni la gaya org dah 6bulan tak apdet blog.taip takde rupa nak berenti
“Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan…
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu”
here goes our 5 out of 1,051,200 minutes, moments we spent together…
its been 2 wonderful-yet-challenging years and yeah, i want to grow old with you inshaallah..
i love u so much…
alhamdulillah
walaupun saya sekarang berada di atas kapal ini,
di tengah2 lautan samudera,tapi dgn kemudahan teknologi masakini, saya dapat berhubung dgn yang tersayang dgn sangat mudah..
utk pengetahuan semua,wp tgh laut tapi kapal dan platform(LQ) ada satelite dish.maka sesetengah area tu ada la wireless wifi hihi(my room oso got wifi one!;))
facetime : utk videocall dgn syarat ada nya wifi
viber : macam facetime tapi phonecall biasa saja.oh sms pun boleh
skype : boleh call, videocall dan chatting!oh sangat suka
antara 3 ni skype yg paling stable la.kool sgt rasa macam nak pengsan.and the best thing is kesemua ini adalah free hihi.sapa tak suka menda free kan lol
kat kapal ni wifi cam siput.siput pun laju lg kot.so target nak duk LQ next week pasal next week baru ada katil kosong.wifi sana terbaek!
btw tadi saya skyping la pastu suma yg nampak cam konfius,
“aik ada line ka sini..” …haha sbb kan i mcm ckp kat telefon ;p
okla nak sambung skyping with my dearest.taa:)
Location:tengah laut perairan bintulu
2010 berlalu dengan seribu kemanisan dan kepahitan.terlalu banyak yg berlaku yang kadang2 buat saya terfikir yg Allah sayangkan saya sebab itu semua itu terjadi.banyak momen2 yg membuatkan saya menangis dan menjadi sangat fragile sehingga rasa hampir putus asa dgn diri sendiri.bertambah berat apabila sebahagian drp ujian itu saya terpaksa pendam dan lalui sendiri hanya dgn sokongan suami.tp alhamdulillah Allah tu Maha Mengetahui kemampuan hambaNya utk menghadapi sesuatu ujian.saya bangkit walaupun tidak ‘pulih’ sepenuhnya kerana saya tahu menjadi dewasa bukanlah semudah yg disangka, semua dikurniai ujian dan ini ujian saya, saya harus terima dan sabar..
2010 bermula dengan baik.dan Allah Maha Kaya, things get a lot tougher, and even more tougher when it reaches to December subhanallah.it really made me think is this a karma or what comes around goes around thingy.apa pun Allah lah sebaik2 perancang tiada yg Maha Kuasa selain Allah..
so here goes my 2010 journey, at least part of it;
Jan
– doa selamat at our new house, attended by both families
Feb
– my ACD assessment.passed almost 80%. TP proposed my name for early reassessment in June
– my first appointment with gynae.not so good news.ultrasound showed cyst of almost 5cm
– scheduled for laparoscopy in te following month
March
– short vacay at Hong Kong.had blast with hubby alhamdulillah though my mind cudnt stop thinking about the laparoscopy procedure
– our very first anniversary.celebrated 2 days before admitted to hospital.had bad stomach cramp on the day itself.pity hubby well not the way we want to celebrate it hmm
– laparoscopy went well,not very good post results but life must go on..thanks hubby n family for everything
– on medical leave for 2 weeks
– there goes our anniversary month*sigh*
Apr
– appointment with gynae.again.post surgery thingy
May
– offered myself to join hook up team for offshore assignment
– went for a short vacay at Penang, stayed at Tg Bungah Beach Resort.oh sebenarnya gathering kawan sekolah suami.tumpang sekaki hihi
June
– enroll swimming lessons with kak Sharifah(recommended by Maktam) at bungalow near jln ampang.oke la sebab all girls so no worries.yuran pun reasonable
– gaji naik alhamdulillah thanks to mr president.before:loads of rumors.after:loads of controversy.huhu apa2pun rezeki masing2 dan $$$ bukanlah satu2nya bentuk rezeki.pengertiannya luas bagi mereka yg mahu berfikir inshaallah
– went for the ACD reassessment and yeah i passed it but well yet to be promoted since havent completed my SKG courses..*selamat.still enjoying my E1 cap hoho
July
– went for offshore at kujta.my very first experience to stay offshore for more than 2 weeks!learned a lot alhamdulillah.the experience was priceless-staying on a accomodation barge with few days very bad weather sampai kena pullout few times.whoever get the chance, dont think twice just go for it esp yg belum ada komitmen tuh huhu
Aug
– sahur dan berbuka hari pertama Ramadhan atas kapal
– pulang dari klia balik dari offshore tu,kereta kami kena pecah!masa parking utk pegi bazar ramadhan.sabar je lah.org tu ambil backpack suami kat kerusi belakang.dia ingat ada laptop agaknya.few thumbdrives gone.nasib baik ganti cermin tu ada insuran cover alhamdulillah
– kakcik stayed with us part of ramadhan coz she’s working nearby
Sept
– sambut aidulfitr buat kali pertama di rumah sendiri.so seminggu sebelum raya sibuk menghias rumah ie new cupboard, gantung frame2 gmbr dan hadiah kawen huhu biasa2 je cukuplah asalkan tak nampak mcm rumah sewa hihi
– 2 hari sebelum raya saya dilanda demam+migraine kombo 2in1.raya ketiga baru betul2 sihat huhu
– little that i know that was my last ramadhan n syawal with my mother in law.she passed away at 49yrs old, a week after we return back to kl(cuti raya hbs)..and i was offshore at that time..refer to prev2 entry..took us few weeks to clear up arwah’s house n stuff..
– we didnt do makan2 raya this year.unlike last year
Oct
– a week after my mil passed away,’uwais my 3rd nephew was born.as an anencephaly baby,he did great and survived 10days.i can still remember clearly his face before he was bathed n ‘kafan’…oh miss him tiba2…T.T
– my first niece,izzah was born 5days after ‘uwais 🙂
Nov
– celeb raya haji offshore.ada bbq tapi hujan maka tak best..anyhow first experience celeb raya offshore..merasalah
– celeb birthday offshore.hihi.sedih tp malas nak layan feeling maka redah je lah.best jgk sbb geng team b wat seprais masa dinner kat galley.ada kek lg wp tak sesedap kek secret recipe tp the thought that counts hihi.balik tu celeb dgn hubby 2-3x pulak.amboi kalah budak kecik party sampai 4-5 kali lol
– insiden saya jatuh tangga atas kapal mc1.haha tak kelakar.balik2 darat tak pegi cek kat doktor pun..huhu
Dec
– tak sampai seminggu saya balik dari offshore, adik ipar (yg bekerja di klang) dimasukkan ke hospital kerana gangguan makhluk halus yg kemudian menjejaskan ingatan dia.ct scan,eeg,blood test mcm2 lg dbuat utk pastikan sakit dia.dlm masa yg sama ramai ustaz yg dtg tlg ubat…kesian suami bergilir dgn adik yg lg sorang utk jaga dia di hospital.lepas hampir 3 minggu dlm hospital, dia dibenarkan pulang.jadi tinggal lg 2 minggu di rumah kami di setapak.sekarang dia dah pun pulih sepenuhnya dan minggu dpn blh masuk kerja mcm biasa alhamdulillah 😉
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2010,its been a colourful year.thanks for the memories..
2011,looking forward to meet u.pls be kind to me;p
whatever it is, wish everyone a joyful year ahead inshaallah.moga kesihatan dan kesenangan yg diberi ini menjadikan kita hambaNya yg semakin dekat dgnNya – reminder to maself amiiin:)
till nxt entry wslm
Location:Jalan Ayer Madu,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia