so i would like to say ahlan wa sahlan to all readers he he…
and since this is my last entry before raya, i would like to wish,
eid mubarak, and maaf zahir dan batin to all..
semoga ibadah kita diterima olehNya..amiin
ok,i’m off to my atok’s house at tampin and inshaAllah will be back on the 4th day of raya=)
have a wonderful hari raya uols!!
wslm
OK this is not cool. Soo not cool….huk3*nangih*
SATURDAY Me and my sis off to IKEA to hunt for a new wardrobe and a double decker bed. we didn’t realize that the SALE period was only 2 days left until we arrive at the entrance… Believe me, I’ve never been so serious and dedicated to shopping session other than that particular day. We didn’t have a single bite and we run from this end to the other end to find the purrrfecct one. Ok yea so we found the wardrobe, 2+ metres tall! And we bought 2 units and another double decker bed. obviously we’re not going to assemble those things by our own. So we paid for the delivery and assemble charges…
SUNDAY the IKEA ppl come over to our house to install the wardrobes and the bed. earlier on, we cleared up the room and prepare to have the new members of the room. Okay… everything was okay until they found out that a piece of the wardrobe part is damaged and need replacement. I thot that we’ll have the replacement on that very day but unfortunately they have this procedure that the earliest is on Monday but with no extra charges. So okay whatever..thats their fault anyway.
MONDAY So I was excited on the following day, after came back from the office just to find that the pieces of stupid wood are still laying on my room floor. I was pissed like nobody cares knp org ikea tu tak datang2 lagiiii!!!!!!but anyways…I asked my sis why and why – since she is the one who’s dealing with IKEA…she said she called but the ikea ppl didn’t return her call and so we waited till malam and yea..no sign of coming.so my sis is very pissed with this IKEA ppl and still, can you believe what they said (my sis called on the same nite) –
“will deliver that remaining wardrobe this Friday”…stupido.so my sis replied “ape ni…I thot this is IKEA and not the Pusat Perabot blablabla”….mamat tu pun replied “ ok…I’ll see what I can do”…I was pissed myself when I heard the story.
TUESDAY my sis cc’ed me an email addressed to the IKEA management saying that she is very pissed with the service bla3.and then the guy replied her mail and said
“We sincerely apologise for the problem you had with your recent IKEA purchases. I will personally get the Customer Service Manager to attend to you problem immediately. “ …
Ok.this is the moment.moment of embarrasement.i was so happy to read my sis’ email to the IKEA management and without thinking, I clicked reply (I make sure that I didn’t click ‘reply to all’) and typed ,
”haha bes2”
and click send. That’s when I realized that I actually repliED to the IKEAguy’s email and NOT my sis’ mail…I felt like my blood is rushing up to my face and I was shivering.i shocked.i was still for a few minutes not knowing what to do next.ok so I took a deep breath and clicked reply to the IKEAguy’s mail and typed ,
”sorry I sent to the wrong person.thousand apologies”…
OMG I felt so embarrassed.i didn’t tell my sis about this tragedy but I still send haha bes2 to her after that.huhu…but anyway cut the long story short, few minutes later, my sis sms’ed me ,
”..cust service manager lak call kate arini sampai dan dpt balik duit delivery dan 5%!how cool….”..
wuhu alhamdulillah she didn’t know bout the tragedy.yet.oh yeah and few hours later, at 2.38pm, my mum sms’ed me..
”dah siap pasang dah”…
alhamdulillah…the penantian is over..but now how am I gonna tel my sis bout the tragedy…?musti die malu sndri kt IKEA kalo die tau cite nih.hmm.later.
1. trying to control my appetite prior to ramadhan.i eat a lot lately.takut tak leh pose nnt ramadhan. so i started to fast monday n thursday n at the same time, finish up my nazar.oh n at the same time, lose my weight.ppl say that i’m paranoid with my size. but last 2wks,went to take baju raya from k.nor the tailor,n guess wut..mcm sarung nangka hokey.told u its NOT just in my mind.its real..i’m getting chubbier…isk~
2. recovering from my sunburn.i had a bad bad sunburn coz of the teambuilding at PD.yea i didnt wear any sunblock. just the spf15 cream. so trying my best not to expose myself to sunlight.gerdix.haha.well…my mum says,”janganlaa vain sgt…”…no i’m not!yea vain PLUS defensive.hee vain eh?err..
3. tutoring my small bro who’ll be sitting for upsr this coming september. i made him a timetable and check his workbook every now n then. theres one time i cudnt find his skema jwpn for one of his science workbook.so i tried to mark by myself.haha guess wut.saya pun tak reti jawab.nways..i’ve passed my degree in engineering with flying colors.wud that science upsr matters?haha*evil laugh*
4. balancing my account every now n then. yea this happen soooo right after i bought the biotherm thighy(dun ask me the price).n sooooo right after i received bill from the lawyer.its sooo over my budget.its double from the figure that i think it was.i even skip my lunches tried to save every penny haha.n i tried to recall whatever claims that i forgot to submit.i recalculate all my expenses.n guess wut, today i got a good news,announcement by the President -> what they called vitamin B.will get it sometime next month.n yea….keep on balancing the account haha clapclap
5. loving my job.i’m more confident to present myself during meeting or dealing with experienced engineers.its like some sorta miracle.i thank ALlah for that and hope that He’ll keep on helping me to go thru this.amiin.n i cant wait to go to the fabrication yard.just now our project secretary circulate the org.chart for fabrication at MMHE.n i saw my name…this is happening…alhamdulillah.may Allah make it easy for all of us….amiin
6. overhauling my wardrobe.i even hav my secondary scool baju kurung for my office attire.how sad is that.not to say that i hav the same body size since 10yrs back.its just tht, u are what u wear.i want to move on.i want to have a new spirit.i’m a grow up woman.euw!err that didnt come out rite.nways, i just want to hav a new attires.its for my own good.it’ll reflect thru my achievement.hee…yea we’ll see.
7. trying to find reading materials.i mean a light-low-IQ novel.haha.i just completed 5series of shopaholicn now i’m out of books to read.any suggestions?hmm
8. updating my fotopages. its been months.huhu
9. in dilemma.i wont elaborate further on this.but the thing is,if its going to happen,it will be big.so many changes in life.Allah knows=)
10. missing someone? naah~
p/s:i’ve just sign up to participate in the bukit gasing green hunt.it’ll happen this 26/08…cant wait!
okays.lotsa things to do.chop chop
bui~~~
kisah #1
dlm 2 minggu lepas,sdg dlm pjlnn pulg dr klcc ke mmc.ada urusan di klcc.cuaca separa panas.hari sudah hampir tengahari.lalu di dpn corus hotel apabila seorang lelaki dlm lingkungan umur 30-an menyapa,
lelaki : adik,nk mintak tolong boleh?
me : ye?
lelaki : adik blh pinjmkan abg duit?abg nk balik tanjung malim tp takde duit ni..
me : emm..(smbil memandang sweater beliau..oo..upsi..)..berapa ye lbh kurang?
lelaki : tak kesah la dik.abg ada mintak dgn org lain td tapi sume org maki2..
ms tu dlm hati rs bcampur2..takut dia tipu la,kut la die org jahat la..but..
me : (keluarkan dompet dan mencongak2 RM di dlm.ade la rm20+).em..rm10 boleh?
lelaki : boleh2.time kasih sgt dik…(tersenyum)
me : sama2…
kmudian kami bdua blalu ke arah yg berbeza.sekali sekala aku menoleh ke blkg.khuatir die sbnrnye mengekori aku.tetapi tidak.ya,mungkin die mmg btul2 memerlukan duit itu.insha allah
kisah #2
seminggu slps kisah #1.kebiasaannya aku akan pulang dgn mngambil lrt di stesen ampang park->sentral dan ambil komuter dr sentral->shah alam.dr situ, abah akan fetch balik rumah.kdg2 abh akan amik kat stesen universiti,atau kg baru,bergantung di mana yg lebih praktikal utk fetch aku.tp hari tersebut berbeza.dlm komuter,dlm pukul 6.15pm,aku terima sms dr abah,
“k lang dah kat mane?hari ni abh amik k ngah dan athif kat hosp.nk abh amik kat mane?”
aku,
“k lang br je naik tren dr sentral.its ok.takyah amik k lang.tq”
sjk ada kredit kad,aku mmg jarang bw cash yg byk.gedik naik tren pun pakai touchNgo.ok ok..bebalik pd cite,aku bkire2 la cukup tak duit nk byr tmbg taxi.stesen shah alam->rumah biasanya rm5.tak kurg,tak lebih.mmg duit dlm dompet tak cukup.ada 3 helai rm1 shj.aku teroka seluruh pelusuk beg galas aku.ada jmp beberapa sen.mmg beg aku sngaje disepahkan dgn duit.hrp maklum.penting utk waktu2 sebegini.tp takkan nk kire skrg kut,detik hatiku.so,setibanya di shah alam,org ramai berpusu2 ke taxi hub.sbb kt stesen ni mmg xde pkhidmatan bas.aku bdiri di satu sudut.ye,pandai pun teka.aku kira syiling.kira punya kira,ada rm4.80.hmm.xpe,aku nekad nk naik teksi.mesti.dlm teksi,aku teroka lagi dlm beg.alhamdulillah,lg 5 minit nk smpi rumah,aku jumpe 20sen di suatu ceruk beg.maka aku pun byrlah pakcik teksi tu dgn ktoing2 nye syiling.ehe.x malu punn…
kisah #3
beberapa hari selepas kisah #2.hari tu abh balik lewat.so bajet mak ada kat rumah.tren smpi kat subang jaya, aku msg mak,
“mak ada usrah hari ni?k lang sampai lg 10 minit”
mak, “a’ah ada usrah.sorry..”
so,kena naik teksi balik rumah.so operasi meneroka spt kisah #2 bjalan spt biasa.kali ni lbh parah sbb kbykn duit telah diteroka semasa kisah #2 mybbkan tdk byk syiling yg tinggal di dlm beg tsebut.ms tu muka cuak tak ingt la.sbb tak kan nak balik jln kaki kan.kira punye kira,tak cukup rm1!kali ni mmg konfem sbb stiap ceruk beg mmg dah clear dah.ehe.toing!yey dpt satu idea!dial umah,af,my youngest bro angkat fon,
af : helo..
me : helo af,k lang sampai rumah lg 15minit,tlg tunggu kat depan rumah dgn rm1 ke rm2 ke sbb k lang tak cukup duit nak byr pakcik taxi (satu nafas ok.tiada noktah mahupun koma)
af : ok
pastu mmg nekad trus masuk teksi.dgn harapan adik aku akan terpacak kat pintu gate umah nnt.dlm pjalanan tu,aku bukak purse.mmg sgt tkejut oke sbb rupenye ada xtra rm1!!mase tu mmg rs syukur sgt2..rs mcm Allah nak tolong sgt time tuh..dah la tu,pakcik taxi hntr aku dulu drp 3 pnumpang yg lain.dgn sampai awal dr biasa dan duit tmbg yg cukup2,aku rs amaze dgn apa yg terjadi.kuasa Dia..fyi,lps byr tu aku ada lbh kurg 3 sen je dlm purse.serius.
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soalan : apekah kaitan antara ketiga2 kisah tersebut?
sekian,terima kasih
this morning en bakar showed me+colleagues (3 of us) a list of names(DD) who’ll probably get 2 for PPA.well the managers have to fight for em first.yea,yea,true.my name was not listed.hehe.strive harder!
yet,find myself envying some of my frens(dun want to reveal d names here) who are really cool n happening frens,live life,but at the same time maintaining their performance for the sake of the organization.ok ok am exagerating.but hey..they deserve it anyway..at least ade seseorang yg bulih saya mengepau nnt.kiki
then half an hour after that, am thinking of listing up my dreams. maksud saya,impian yg memerlukan $$ yg sgt bykk n dah kena mula untuk mengumpul duit tersebut.huhu.here goes the list;
1)get myself a car
2)get married and have kids
3)buy my own house
4)pursue masters degree or get a 2nd degree
5)have my own business/be a franchisee
6)perform haj (with future husband?) – by 2017 inshaallah
i noe its not impossible to achieve those ‘dreams’.well if we dont dream then how can we set the target and strive towards those.am i right or am i right.hehe.but all in all, its how you achieve it not how u dream it.dreams will be dreams.nothing certain about dreams.unless u put urself 200% effort to achieve it.then the dreams can transform into something supercool called reality(yummy!)..
but always remember, effort is one thing.manage ur savings and time is another thing.n plus,to get a balance life altogether is one challenge.eg run business,daily office work,kids,hubby,classes,assignments,outstations,meetings etc etc.then u hav to balance ur life with ur hablumminaLLah..eg usrah,tafsir,katibah,iftar etc.no matter how high u r even on top of the world,nvr forget our Creator.always find way to improve our relation with Him.InshaAllah.so there u go ppl..
hmm..must start thinking of how to manage all those agendas in life.yup!
well it mite looks ridiculous super berangan n stuff.but well its my dreams not yours.haha.either way its the innerself that drives you.the courage,the hopes,the strengths,the etc..
just now one of my colleague asked en bakar on his opinion if he were to pursue his study in MD petroleum engineering,sponsored by pet. he’s currently with mech dept,surface.he wish to join the subsurface team.here are his reasonings[adekepekataanni];
1. most of high achievers/flyers eg MDCEO,VP are from subsurface background
2. they make more money[haha of cos]
3. petroleum is pet’s core business
4. their supercool job ie dealing with wells,driller,reservoirs etc.so cool ok.this is the time when en bakar told us on how cool their PPA were.he attend the persidangan manager2 the day before.the subsurface manager was defending his staff,”she managed to drill 3 wells.not 2 but 3.she deserves to get 1″ tho he fought her for 2.OMG.masa tu saya mmg rase di bawah tersgtla kerana mereka org2 laut ini sgt cool.en bakar tried to compare with electrical,what is the impact of eg purchasing gensets to the organization (tho there is!wp tidak dgn mata kasar) compared to the impact of drilling wells!helo mmg la efek kat keuntungan kompeni ok.tp kalau takde genset camane itu driller mau operate.takkan well tu mcm tetibe tumbuh dgn jayanye.ayo.sori emo emo.hehe
but thats not my point.what i want to highlight here is what en bakar’s advice after my colleague present his ‘case’ just now.my colleague is just one yr with pet btw.still new.en bakar said,”treasure what u have.learn as much of u can.make urself marketable to the industry.be proactive.stop thinking of other ppl’s oppurtunity.think about developing ownself rather than thinking other’s rezeki.keep on complaining and keep on planning to skip between companies wont make u any good”
thats a norm.u will always envy what other ppl’s have.hmm.well…no comment..eh yg komen pjg2 kat ats tu apekejadah.heeeee;p
papepun,sumthing for us to sit n ponder.kan?
k la.pen off.bui2
last 2 days i came across an article in StarTwo.the article was basically on a father, who gave up his work just to take care of his autisme daughter.thus, he is now a so-called ‘househusband’.of course lah they just replace the word ‘wife’ with ‘husband’ then voila, it defines hubby staying at home n do housework.
but here am not trying to lecture about the househusband term blablabla.but from the moment i read the article, am eager to know more on ‘autisme’. yelah, since the daddy very like nekad to quit his job just to give a 110% attention on his daughter whose autistic.hmm
yesterday i was having a conv with my mum when suddenly this topic came up.she told me from what she understood lah but the rest she asked me to google up—>ade ke such term.haha.so here are my google results,
“Autistic spectrum disorders are complex developmental disorders, which include autism, Asperger’s syndrome, childhood disintegrative disorder (CDD), Rett syndrome and pervasive developmental disorder (PDD) not otherwise specified. All of these disorders involve problems with:
– Social interactions
– Verbal and nonverbal communication
– Repetitive behaviors or interests
These disorders are known as spectrum disorders because the signs and symptoms of each can appear in different combinations and in varying degrees of severity. Two children with the same diagnosis may share certain patterns of behavior but can exhibit a wide range of skills and abilities.
A child with an autistic spectrum disorder may develop normally for the first few months or years of life, then become less responsive to other people. These disorders can often be reliably detected by the age of 3 years, and in some cases as early as 18 months. Still, it’s estimated that only 50 percent of children with autistic spectrum disorders are diagnosed before kindergarten. Delayed speech is one common indicator of such a disorder. However, it’s important to note that not all children with delayed speech have an autistic spectrum disorder.”
ooo i seeee…n my mum oso said that this is not a penyakit but its more like a syndrom.no such word as cure.the parents have to learn how to deal with their autistic child.and of cos,patience is an important element.hmm.dats y kita kne salu doa cemni, “ya allah..kurniakanlah diriku zuriat yag soleh,sihat dan sempurna.amiin”yela,kdg2 baby tu lahir nmpk sempurna je,tp bile die membesar, wallahua’lam..so kne oways bdoa wp baby da lahir.ye kan?
very enlighting.ecece
k dats all..
oh twit2,just get this news – there wont be tech allowance for those with less than 3yrs service..hmm xmo bg xpela..
mari menangis hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaAAAA~
yela2 buruks.i noe.tata
what a day!pheew
minor accident
yups.not cool ok.but nway my dad’s driving.was only the co-pilot.this morning, on the way to asia jaya station.this one car, chinese driver, drove so da*n fast, n its so happen that my dad doesnt like this kind of driver.so he sorta blocked his way n bam!the car’s side mirror hit my dad’s bonet.it was like tergesel.then he pulled over to the side of the road n came to our car then my dad copied his car’s reg no.he knocked my dad’s mirror n here goes the conv;
en cina : how u drive huh?
dad : n how u drive?
en cina : u blocked my way.u’re suppose to give way
dad : why u drive like that.speeding bla bla bla
en cina : so u’re taking my car reg no.i already take urs.in case i see any report on this, u know what i’ll do.i have link with jpj.drive carefully nxt time
dad : u too
n then this guy went back to his car.actually my dad wasnt satisfied.
hmm.till now am not sure whose fault was that.maybe we malaysian shud be more compromise when it comes to the road safety.its the life we’re talking about.ingatlah org yang tersayang.not only can cause u accident but heart attack as well<–if u gather all these small2 accident+smallfight+iwillmakepolicereport thingy, it sure can cause u hypertension.i always worried with my dad’s health.he likes to creates thing that can lead to his hypertension…abah..abah..hmm
nway luckily no one gets hurt.takut gak ade btumbuk ke hape..hiyee..sgt takot.in wrap,not a good thing to start a day..=(
EIT
HSE PCSB organized this free test annually.for this yr,05-06 march.the best part is-free of charge!if u were to take the test,it cost around rm100.save rm100 there.huhu.well,i had it just now.alhamdulillah..all okay.siap dah nazar nak pose 5hari tuh kalau all ok.well after all..HE knows BEST.we should be thankful of our good health given by Him.i heard someone said – money cannot buy health.yea.so true.
“ya allah..Kau kurniakan la diriku kesihatan yang baik, umur yang panjang dan hidup yang bermanfaat.ameen”
k tata for now
saturday 03/03
woke up at 9.30am.took my bath n had breakfast.played with ‘athif.tho he cudnt stop crying even for a single minute.we’re trying to catu his milk consumption due to his losses-no solid at all.so try to fed him with bihun sup[specially made by mak for him].luckily he loves it.he ate a lot.tho he refused to take the bihun.nak sup je.oh yea n we just discovered that he loves this one cup-green in color.then watch tv.help mak to prepare for lunch.had lunch-bihun sup.called pn salina(k long’s apartment’s developer).tido kan ‘athif.went out to shah alam mall to buy nik fatimah+baby nye present.bought her set of pillows n matress n a pa&ma magz.off to nikfatimah’s hse at sec 7.arrived at 5.45pm.her baby’s name is asiah.here’s the pic,
went back roughly at 6.45pm.i tot of going to alam sentral to look for my knitting wool n stuff.but its already raining n sgt malas as usual.so go back home.at nite, had dinner,watch tv-mean girls,had la cremeria ice-cream,off to bed,zzzzzzzz…
sunday 04/03
woke up at 9.30am,prepared jemput2 while my mum preparing ns goreng.had breakfast,look for scones recipe,found one and make scones!ok la it was just a plain scones.but am proud of it.hehe.u just hav to add flour+baking powder+tartar cream+soda bicarbonat+butter+milk->dough->terap->bake->taraa!!the scones are ready!ehee.then had lunch-cdwn kukur msk lemak,smbl sotong,tomyam.yummy!then called pn salina n she said no need to meet her cuz i already gave eva my payslip,bank statements etc.so play with ‘athif,tdo kan die,read newspapers.then at 7.00 out to fetch kak bee b4 heading to muadz’s house-mjls solat hajat n pradengar album.he’s the first hira’ian to be a singer.oops dakwah singer.met alhuda after 10yrs.back home at 12.00mdnght.wuhuuuu tired.perform my isya’ n zzzzzzzzzzz…
btw i hafta prepare for the usrah this friday 9th – hazaddin,chapter 1.n hafal surah as-sajdah.pnh hafal dulu tp..isk..
ok nvm go for it kausar!
k tata
hmm mari mengapdet blog~ huhu
its been like months.sheeesh..but nway meh kte recap all the occasions etc ok.
birthdays
dec – my mom turns 49. bought her a pair of scholl shoe. yg klaka nye slh saiz.so a few days after that, pi klcc tukar size.hmm alhamdulillah mak suka.huhu
jan – shikin SBO. bought her tudung fr KL Sentral.bli gak utk bal.yela bg adil.poslaju ke sabah 2 days before her birthday.yg bestnya hadiah tu sampai a day before bday dia.punya la org bajet supaya sampai on the day itself.takpela.yg penting slmt sampai ke tgn mereka…n they both love the tudung.yay
feb – pokchet,pakwan,za,suraya,abah,’athif, angah n siddiq…happy birthday to all…bought abah a light grey van heusen kemeja n he loves the color!seb baik this time muat.thnx to my mum yg rajen gosok bj abah.she told me size bj abah.ehee.n then pi dinner kat manhattan fish market.knyang cam x hengat.huhu
happenings
jan :
– ‘athif op lg. for the 6th time kalau tak silap.sian die.hope Allah will make him at ease always.
– kak long bought her own house.huwaaa sgt jeles…
– saya telah bjaya menghadirkan diri ke klinik gigi untuk membersihkan gigi selepas 12 tahun tidak bjumpa doc gigi.oh sgt bes rupanya bjumpa dgn dentist.tp agak ksian la kat dentis tu sbb keje die ada sdikit lbih bile kne mngadap plak yg sgt byk.oops.too much details.huhu.asalnya scaling cuma rm45.tp saya dikenakan rm70 di atas plak yg maha dahsyat tersebut.kiki.rs cam tak saba nk tunggu lg nam bulan.gi dentis lg..yea~
– en bakar(my lead eng) just get promoted to be a manager at DFE.so he’ll be back to lvl 17 KLCC.kudos to him.but sorry to me.he’s such a cool senior.we can even share jokes.lawak die sume best2.n then suke bg tazkirah.suke ajar macam2 tanpa perlu tanya.this man is one humble man.very down to earth one..en raja will replace him.n he has a complete opposite personalities.hmm…camane tuh.but nway,all the best to en bakar n thanks for all the ilmus…u’ll be such a cool manager.yeah
– went for h2s safety training(16-17 feb): 6 participants, i was the only girl!pergh.how cool was that.n the training was supercool..hmm..but not ready for the real situation tho. yea, i manage to carry a 12kg cylinder,contains O2-wearing the self contained breathing apparatus,SCBA yg mcm bomba salu pakai tu.n then we have to climb stairs, n walk in a superdark room with the loads.n how cool is that.plus, being the only girl.fuh
weddings 2007
– dec : faris, hailiza(x-mas)
– feb : 11th, pina’s wed
– coming up : aliaa(apr), cikin(may), kak dira(nov), alfa, husna, adli, n loads more.hmm.jeles.ehee
engagements
coming soon : az(17th march), zue?(wink3)
mommy-to-be
besh 5 : nik fatimah
pipe 4 : imeh, suraya
ok.thats all for now..will update more later…wslm.tata
told ya..sumthing did happen.i donno how to put it.sbb stiap yg berlaku kan ade hikmahnye..
29th Nov 2006
waktu magrib.rase perut memulas sgt.my sis dlm toilet.masuk2 je,mata dah berpinar.but i pretend like nuthing.tried to fight the dizziness.but as a human, am too weak to compare to his taqdir.i collapsed!sedar2 je,tgh bsandar kat dinding bilik air,terduduk.then bangun,n duduk ats toilet bowl, trying to keep myself together.saje letak tgn kat dahi,ada darah!ya allah..mase tu Allah saje yg tau betapa perasaan sgt horror.mane taknye, ada deep cut kat dahi,1cm atas kning.then jerit n nangis smpi org kat luar dah stat risau n suh kuar…then cube tenangkan diri smbil curah luka dgn air shower….ms tu mmg istighfar je…
keluar2,mak n abh ade kat luar.they both calmed me down.i lied down,n abh put a few plasters to cover the cut…i cried hysterically..sedih,upset,frustrated,grateful coz it cudve been worse etc etc..too many things in my mind dat time..
cut long story short, went to sunway medical ctre n got 2 injections and 8 stitches!nurse even buat ECG to see my heart condition.doc ade kate nk wat ct scan.pastu x jd.yeah..8 stitches unbelievable rite?one sec u’re on top of d world n a few minutes later u felt down the drain.i got 2 days mc.n those days are the lowest point of my life.thinking that i wont have dahi licin anymore(tho dulu bkn licin sgt pon.miahaha)..
HE knows best
after few days of thinking,i felt upset of myself coz not being grateful of wat had happened.instead, i blame the taqdir…shame on me..semalam,sumhow,tetibe je i felt relieved coz ada ramai lagi org kat luar sane yg lg teruk ujian compared to mine,which is nothing!bygkan..zizul tuh..sakit buah pinggang at the age of 24..’athif yg sedari baby ada short bowel syndrom etc etc…i should be thankful to Allah coz i still have my perfect organs.only that scar.n does that matter?naah..~