weehoo~

life is just so unpredictable

first thing i did this morning when i arrived at the bocc office, i called the project manager of our contractor.i was told by the pakgad that the contractors were not here yesterday and even when i arrived early this morning,they were yet to report at the guard house yet.

to my own surprise, the workers already went back to KK yesterday,to celebrate Xmas and New Yr.weird enough,i didnt get angry.i just say ok and agree for them to resume after new year holiday.after all, our materials still under clearance at bintulu port.no materials,no work.few minutes later,i sent a notification mail to my boss on that matter.my boss said okay.oh,then i started to smile:) i can go back and use my annual leave!sunday-monday-tuesday-wednesday.on thursday will be back to bintulu,or maybe next sunday..inshaallah…

oh i’m on standby here until the materials arrive at the warehouse.the saturday ticket to kl already full hence the sunday ticket huhu.but nevermind.its ok as long as going back.daripada duduk idle kat bintulu nih.huhuh.

oh later this morning, 4 of the key personnels(who attended the ptw training with me) met me and we had few dicussions on the modification preparation blablabla.they will go back to KK tonight.oh well, end of year is definitely not a good time to commence work.unpredictability is my nature of work.just be prepared.and chill!

athif,faqeh..maklang balik ye ahad ni….jangan pi mane2 tauuuu….muahhh oh rindu budak2 ni rupenye

p/s:org kat umah…jom la jalan2.org balik nih…bukan salu huhu

new world = dunia baru

saya baru sampai di sini….

myroom

dan inshaallah untuk sebulan seterusnya(maksimum ok) saya akan menetap disini.ini semua atas tuntutan kerja.kalau boleh memang tak nak travel sini sana.secara jujurnya meletihkan.sangat.tapi kata orang amanah.maka saya perlu berfikiran positif.

tugasan kali ini berbeza berbanding semasa di pasir gudang.berada di negeri borneo seorang diri sememangnya bukan sesuatu yang menyeronokkan.perasaan dari pagi tadi sehingga detik ini terasa amat familiar.fikir2, baru teringat.dejavu tu datang kerana perasaan sedih ini sama seperti hampir 9 tahun lepas, ketika saya diterima masuk ke Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka.

kenapa sedih lain macam?
1. saya seorang diri di tempat asing, tiada rakan yang dikenali
2. saya tak tahu expectation di suasana baru ini
3. berjauhan dari keluarga
4. makin kronik sebab sangat sukar utk mendapatkan penerbangan pergi balik bintulu-kl.kalau di johor dulu,sekurang2nya ada bas atau penerbangan murah airasia.dahulu di melaka,sukar utk pulang kerana faktor seakan tinggal di asrama
5. saya perlu belajar berdikari
6. perlu tukar mind clock kerana di sini kerja 7 to 4.oh mungkin juga 7 to 7 huhuhu

ini akan menjadi sebulan yang mencabar.menyesuaikan diri di tempat orang dan dalam masa yang sama tekanan kerja dengan encik2 kontraktor.oh, dan kali ini juga saya berpeluang bekerja dalam suasana plant.plant adalah tempat pemprosesan minyak dan gas untuk dieksport ke luar negara.sebenarnya haku taktau ape term melayu nye.mungkin saya boleh pelajari ilmu baru inshaallah..

apepun,ini sebahagian daripada kehidupan seorang pekerja.mungkin ini sahaja peluang yang ada untuk saya seumur hidup ni.maka silalah doakan kesejahteraan saya di sini ya.

terima kasih rakan-rakan…

p/s : wi-fi adalah sangat mustahak untuk kesejahteraan diri ini.oh,lupa.wi-fi yang percuma ya.penting tu ;p

ala bintulu je pun.kecoh macam kerja kat sudan hahah

tentang kursus

i dont understand some ppl.y must they cheat?so pissed off.maybe they get blank or something…

ptw

i’m currently at the smtc centre,miri.attending the PTW course.PTW stands for Permit To Work.basically it is a course for us to get a licensce(lesen daa) before we can apply permit for a group of people under our supervision, to execute job in hazardous area, or doing hazard job.this applies in the oil and gas.am not sure for other industry.whether the term is PTW still.oh,the course is a mandatory by Shell thts y i have to attend.like duh~

i dont even know the criticality of passing this course until the first 5minutes of the course(which begins yesterday morning).the course leader explained the importance for us to understand this course as our signature later on will affect law OSHA 1994 and if anything happens on the work under the applicant, may get sue for RM50k yadayadayada..i was blank for the first few hours of the course.too many things in my mind.y i must attend this.y nobody told me about the responsibilitieS of having the certified PTW applicant.plus its SHELL’s.the instructor is soo strict.i mean,really.like if you dont pass this,its the end of your world.or at least your career-is-over-kinda-thing.so being a drama queen by nature(as been claimed by my colleagues),i feel like run away from the class,dont wanna think about it,ponteng and just have a good sleep at the hotel.thats when the instructor said, ” oh well,u’re already here.so lets just get it over with”…….*puff*

so i had the following tests for these whole day,

1. Job Hazard Analysis (JHA) – prepare your own case study that related to your workplace
2. PTW Form – fill up the form and signatories
3. Toolbox Meeting – give speech/talk for 5-10mins
4. Identify mistakes on defect PTW forms
5. Written assessment – process/procedures of PTW form endorsement

so i studied last night.when was the last time i had an exam?3 tahun lepas kot.so i was scared to death.if i were to repeat this course,bikin malu,buang duit kompeni.haha.oh ya,the cheaters am talking about.i’m pissed.a guy is an indian who sat quite far from my table(the instructor noticed he’s cheating!).whilst another guy,whose a filipino,quite old,sit in front of me,and he took out his notes from the back and act as if he is answering the questions.duh!oh correction,its not the notes.its the ANSWERs for the questions that he had prepared earlier before the assessment!huh!but the assessor didnt realize his act.what angry me most is that the instructor already gave us tips and in fact, all the questions and answers.all we have to do is memorize and understand.but why those ppl still cheat?tell me..tell me…huhuhu

just now got the results.i passed,alhamdulillah.the whole class passed except for that indian guy.he needs to wait after the session.not sure whether he pass or not.but that filipino guy aaa i tell u..~ whatever la.lesen terbang..haih

apapeje la membebel.kill the time while waiting for my 9pm flight.yep,smtc got Wifi~

p/s:did i tell u dorsett was horrible.i mean for me la.the service was bad.oh n so many things la.supposed to stay there 4nights but instead, the first very night i got pissed and called GB right away to book for the remaining 3 nights.lucky got room left.huhu

dari GB ke dorsett

masih ingat entri ini?
tak terasa masa berlalu.sungguh!

saya sedang menghabiskan malam terakhir saya di gelombang biru.ya,terakhir.setelah hampir 10 bulan menginap di sini.minggu hadapan dan hari seterusnya saya akan kembali di pejabat klcc.oh,melainkan saya perlu menghadirkan diri ke tempat-tempat lain atas urusan kerja.mungkin ke pasir gudang kembali atas urusan dokumen dan barang-barang modifikasi platform yang perlu dishipkan.itu pun tinggal berbaki beberapa hari lagi.dan bulan hadapan,selesai!alhamdulillah….

kenapa malam terakhir?

walaupun saya masih perlu menghadirkan diri ke pejabat kontraktor on-off basis untuk urusan yang belum selesai, saya mahu mencuba tempat tinggal lain…

pernah dengar dorsett?ya,mari kita kaji kelebihan dorsett berbanding gelombang biru (GB)…

1. cuma 15 minit perjalanan ke pasir gudang.GB lebih kurang 40minit
2. ada flat screen TV 32″ (saya bagi 4 bintang!)
3. ada wifi (saya bagi 5 bintang!!)
4. baru dibuka pada 27 julai 2008, maka bilik2nya masih baru ;p
5. 10 minit ke tesco extra plentong
6. ada perkhidmatan shuttle

apa-apa saje lah…promo untuk rakan2 yang mungkin akan bercuti di johor atau pun atas urusan kerja.bolehlah mencuba.hehe…

lagipun tinggal tak sampai sebulan pun untuk saya benar2 ucap,

“goodbye johor..till next project~ oh and thanks for the memories…”

*sobs*

rambling

ok spill

premis 1
i’ve just printed out another 4 e-tickets. last week i did my monthly claim and tried to find all my boarding passes for this whole month – was approx 10 of em. not including those airasia tickets that i bought myself. phew. last week was the worst. oh maybe this week is the worst. sigh.. to certain extend, i will easily fall asleep even on 45minutes flights, asleep before take-off and only awake when terhentak during touch down. forget the kacang or juices.ha ha.

mujur umah dekat ngan kl. kalu umah kat tganu ke perlis ke…waduh2.bisa jadi zombie duk traveling sajork kaedahnya..

i must write this. so that i’ll remind myself that i hate traveling, anything related to works. so that i wont whine later in my next phase of life *ahem* that i wont able to travel so frequent anymore.lalala~

oh oh but i still looooveeee traveling shopping or traveling rehat2 or traveling jalan2 or traveling makan2…ha ha

premis 2
if i were at kl office for 2 weeks straight, without traveling, i will feel uneasy and start to look for courses or meeting that requires me to travel. how about that huh

apakah motif entri ini??? ape motif premis2..haihs..

holiday ends

work is too demanding

am supposed to go back to kl office on thursday and back to jb next monday.however my phone kept on ringing be it from my bosses, my colleague at offshore, the vendors, mmhe ppl since yesterday morning.i was still sleeping mind u.and emails, takyah cerita lah.

and earlier this afternoon
+ i got an sms from my site boss, “there are piles of electrical as built drawings at yard. you want it to be courier to kl for sign off?”
+ a call mentioned that we have to arrange an early vessel to send materials offshore so as to utilize the current shutdown window
+ an email saying that i have to attend a crucial meeting with the bintulu contractor this thursday at site office

next thing i know, i called the site office secretary to arrange for my flight back to jb tomorrow—-

hope everything goes well when i reach site office on thursday..

back to work,huh?

7 months later

BEFORE

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AFTER

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amazing how construction works,huh?so thats the ‘school’ i’m talking about.that’ll be another platform that you’ll find at the sea.

yeah its finally there.in approx 2 weeks time, the loadout and sailaway.somehow i feel quite sebak that its finally over.ok,its not like over over.we have loads more challenges ahead when the topside safely installed on the jacket legs.pray hard that everything will be smooth as planned.for now,pat on your back ppl!we did it! 🙂

a peek to my ‘classroom’. excuse the selerakness.mind u, since 7 months ago, i only do spring cleaning twice haha.kudos to me ;p

classroom

later.daa~

mistake,again?!

i’m still on leave.i received phonecalls from site early this morning.their calls always make me awake and not able to continue my sleeps.this morning was the worst–our relays cant accept 24VDC signals given by the PMCS.i was the one who approved the design,prior to the fabrication stage.looks like we need to do major modification on the panels!duh~~

i was sat down by the phonecall.and i istighfar few times.it really really made me think-i kept on making mistakes.whyy?!tho our boss kept on saying that it is normal for us,young engineers to make mistakes but i feel so stupid rite now.

i grabbed my towel and had my shower.but my mind kept on thinking bout the call.i cant think rationally.i called my senior and asked him how to go about this..

monologue : just so u know, i have 2 seniors.2 different characters.senior A is currently with me at johor whilst senior B is at KL office. senior A will always think of solution and NEVER blame me on my mistakes.on the other hand, senior B will definitely say like, “kenapa awk tak check….” and make this look-macam-aku-ni-tak-reti-buat-keje.helloww,you are all with 7 to 8 yrs experience while i’m not even 2 yrs in this project let alone this is my first.pls spare some mercy and perhaps guide me???duh.and of course, senior A loves to guide me and make me feel good about myself however senior B more to criticising like “laa duk site pun tak tahu” kinda thing.whyyyy???

enough babbling.so obviously i called the senior that i prefer most, senior A.huhu.i just need a shoulder to cry on.oh no,i was not crying,ppl.haha.so he told me what i should do, as always and,

senior A : i think i have to call senior B and tell him about this
me : em are u sure.its weekend rite.he must be with his family or something
senior A : no i have to tell him coz later on he will scold me of not telling him

yes,of course.i’m sure i’ll receive senior B’s call this coming monday and o Allah pls give me strength… —

so about the issue, just now i sent an email to the consultant and the manufacturer on the issue.and all i can do now is pray hard that everything will be okay inshaAllah.

yes, this is piece and parcel of life.theres no bed of roses in this carier life.u face different kind of ppl.different attitude.different behaviour.cope with stress.semua org ada bahagian masing2.maybe this is mine.i cant run away from this.so just face it.thats the price i have to pay when i enter this world.goodluck to me.

oh this entry is a piece of disaster.a bit here and there.no sequence.thats how my mind works rite now.sorry peeps..

moment of truth – CHECKED!

its been a very hectic week indeed.but its totally worth it.fruitful.i’ve learned a lot.alhamdulillah…:)

we managed to test our generators as well as the switchgear.with the great and superb assistance from our respective vendors, the testing was successfully done and i should say just looking at our boss’ smile and “well done” remarks by him, total satisfaction,praise be to Allah.

there were hiccups earlier when loads of cables have not been terminated what more the loopchecks.phew.even us the client did the loopchecking and the terminations just to make sure that we get to have the genset running as planned.the subcon did a great job when they stayed up till 3 in the morning just to complete the terminations!thanks so much.and when the gas engine generator humming and running like no end, i can see smiling face from all the workers be it the ‘glanders’ or the construction superintendant,those cable pullers.satisfaction.u guys rawks!! 🙂

it was my first experience and i asked loads of questions.the vendors were very helpful(still are) and sangat tak lokek ilmu.and another moment-the interlocking test whereby when our busbar detects undervoltage, the diesel engine generator should run at full speed upon closing the diesel circuit breaker-and it works!i was jumping and clapping like nobody cares.like seriously.its a very valuable experience.i dont mind going back late(mind u i went back at 10pm 3 days in a row!) coz who knows next project i might not be able to go back this late anymore*sob*.

fyi, this is the moment that makes everyone smile~


thanks to everyone who makes it happen!perhaps next week gonna be more interesting.motor solo run, pumps testing, instrument panels interface testing…*woot*woot!

i love my job.blessed.

tomorrow wanted@cs.coolness.