sumhow sumtimes i have this feeling
ppl r not being fair to me
they’re faking themselves like they’re okay with me
but actually they dont
they hav issues wif me

tho they didnt say anything behind my back
but i can feel it
i can feel that they’re not being transparent enuff
i hope that my instincts are all wrong
ppl will say that i shud husnuzzon
but this is different
faaaar different
i hope i can discard all the thingkings out of my head
live a normal life
like i used to

i cant help myself to act the same towards those ppl
day by day i tried to keep myself away fr them
some ppl say “if u cant beat them,join them”
most of the time i agree with the quote
but in this case,naahh
just to ensure that the feelings will fade away
yeah..it will…
for the sake of ukhuwwah…

inshaallah…some day…

ignore the babbles..am just being me..hee

-me being emo-